I want to have a really strong experience. I smoked DMT about a year ago but wasn't launched to hyperspace. It hit me, but not hard. I now live with my mom so I need to make ayahuasca brew under the radar. I would like to do a quick process if you have any suggestions. I'm also not sure what to buy. Bouncingbearbotanicals has quite the list. http://www.bouncingbearbotanicals.com/ethnobotanicals-ayahuasca-products-c-60_70.html
lol, you should read up some more on Aya before you decide to do it at your moms. http://www.a1b2c3.com/drugs/aya_01.htm
i dont think its a good idea. i dont think its a good idea to drink alone having never done it before. i dont nessesarily think its a good idea to drink alone even if you know this plant and its process. but what really makes me think its not a good idea is that you feel you need to hide yourself away in the process. not that it really matters what i think, but you should know that ayahuasca isnt like lsd. daytime isnt the most conductive enviornment for aya visions by the way. the darker the night, the better.
Yea, your mom will prolly bring you to the hospital if she saw you on aya. Do you have a friend you can stay with that doesn't live with parents for a weekend? One that would be comfortable babysitting you?