One night quite some time ago, I dreamed that I was having some sort of arthritis attack where I was LITERALLY crawling on the city sidewalk trying to go for something downtown. I couldn't believe that I WAS ACTUALLY CRAWLING! I knew I HAD to go to the doctor. OYE! It was horrible. I was not limping, or anything remotely like that. I WAS CRAWLING ON MY TUMMY! And I was PANICKING! I just knew I needed a doctor ,like NOW! Why would I dream this?
i can think of a lot of reasons. the dominance of emotional attachment to the private passenger automobile as a primary means of transportation creates conditions very much like that for many more people then is commonly understood or realized. i don't know your individual situation so it may not be kharmic guilt, but i do know for an awful lot of people it would be. not everyone can drive, physically or legally. to damd many people take it for granted this is always somehow their fault. most of the time, too young, too old, or otherwise physically incapacitated, it isn't. the only advantage of the car belongs to those who are both physically and economically capable. the bankers want us to believe that includes almost everyone because car loans is one of their cash cows. but in reality, accessable busses, trains and 'light rail', were there real sufficiency of them, really would provide a more universal mobility. of course you could be having physical joint pain you subconscious notices when you're sleeping that you don't notice physically when you're awaike and moving about. but i really think your subconscous is just reminding you that no one is invulnerable to mobility challanging physical conditions.
