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I haven't done coke since I OD on coke.

I did have some good times on coke. Those good times on coke were not even comparable to my good times on alcohol, much less weed or LSD.

The night I OD I was at my skinniest - I am 15 pounds heavier now. I had only done coke maybe 5 or 6 times before so had no tolerance. I didn't eat any dinner either..only had one homemade cookie (I also never eat refined sugar so my body was already unnerved).

I was doing coke with my friend who does every Friday night and another friend who weighed at least 70lb. more than me. We did 2 fat lines and I was flying. Then they were going for a 3rd. My asshole friend who did it every week of course was saying "Yeah man, get really fucked up now then chill for a bit". I already was fucked up but I went along with both of them.

After a few minutes my heart rate was racing and I felt like being swallowed by the couch. The asshole friend who does it every week (not friends with him anymore) was annoyed at my situation (we were at his place) and didn't want to deal with EMS or the police and only gave a shit about himself.

My other friend took me out to go towards the hospital. He didn't really know where it was. We called EMS and they chilled with me. I was trying to catch my breath this whole time. I drank a little water and tried to get any coke out of my nose that might still be there.

I was thinking clearly enough to not go to the emergency room because my parents would find out I did coke and they don't even know about the weed. Eventually I realized I wasn't going to die and went back to my friends place.

I just laid on the floor feeling like I had been raped or something. One of the worst nights of my life.

 

Taking responsibility for your decisions is your job, not mine... if you rely on another person's intervention to follow through on something you'll never cultivate the willpower to make the decision stick. Thing is, I have more faith in you than you have in yourself... what you need is someone to tell you that you don't have what it takes to succeed and that will motivate you to prove them wrong... so without further ado...

"I don't believe you have it in you to succeed..."

Now- prove me wrong.

 

i decided not to do coke when an aquaintence of mine and year older got addicted to coke, ran out of money, stole $4000 from his mom, robbed his best friend's house and was arrested and lost all of his friends. this was the during the summer before his senior year. coke is no joke

 

lol did you see the christmas episode?? :rofl:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V04sMDPoIlY&NR=1

 

Do you do coke?

 

LameSirRubin is going to stick to beating off to his collection of 80's metal videos. iggy:

 

lmfao

 

So hows the non-coke coming along?

 

didn't see this thread til today.. been off..
i wish you the best, and remember we are here to support you. one of my buds had a real problem w/coke and he got himself out of it. you can come out of this strong, too. have you thought of telling just one person you can confide in? having that extra support can help.
good luck man

 

Easy peasy.

It's the weekends and hanging out with friends is when it will be slightly tempting. Although I can easily say I'm never gonna do it again.

 

i wanna get some coke for new years

 

^thats a good fucking idea!!

although we probably shouldn't be talking about doing coke in this thread haha

 

haha you guys are really helpful.