A trip I took over the late summer-fall. It was a little under an 1/8th (maybe 3.1g or 3.2g) I decided to wake up on my day off around 9a and eat some shrooms ! I remember at this minute how bad they tasted, and to those who do acid, your lucky your spared this taste ! I also started out with a freshly packed bowl. For the next hour or so, nothing much other then the general come up. This was weird by myself, but it was just so pretty in my back yard. And from this point on, the rest of the day went in "chapters". By 10 or so, I was starting to trip fairly hard, but was having a good time. The colors, mixed with toking on my peace pipe with the sun hitting me, made for a great second. An image that will stick in my head for the rest of my life. A couple of minutes later, I get a GREAT idea, to go light incense and go in my car in the driveway with the windows up and let it burn. Well, I did this, and watching the smoke fly around the car was CRAZY. It was made up of many colors, Green, blue, white, light orange, and very tanish red. I had the beatles playing, so good vibes man (gave Abbey road and Dredg "catch without arms" a full listen here). For that 30 minutes or so, just watching it burn, with the wonderful smell, the music, my thoughts were racing. I started to think about my job, how I only am a "slave" they're to some cooperate elite which makes a lot of my back breaking work. Then it switched too, In this state of mine, I am so happy with who I am, and then went on to think why I feel, why we all feel we have to impress people. All we do is think about tomorrow, go and work and sleep then work and sleep. Out of 52 weeks a year, you get about 2 to enjoy and do something you really want to do. I continued on this path to various other thoughts about myself that I needed to clean up. Then went to "wow, this music is fucking AWESOME" then to wow, my house looks a little longer then I remembered. And Also, a silly thought "wow that red door my parents put in last year sure looks nice" (i never really cared to take a good look at it till now). Maybe now, its 1130ish? Still tripping really hard, I bring my thoughts together, and became pretty much completely sober, for about 4.5 seconds (lol). Long enough to say, "ok lets go outside". I go back into the backyard, which the sun was coming over the trees, beaming down to the grass. The grass was so golden, and so was the sky. I was over to the grass and just lay down and look at the sky. The colors were amazing, but I was more amazed by just watching the clouds, go by, one by one, big and puffy but at the same time, changing shapes. As if they were being destroyed and rebuilt. The CEV's at this point were downright IMPRESSIVE. Colors, swirling with lines, then swirled into patterns, which changed color, then were broken down into a misty cloud, where then formed more patterns, then went to form 1000's of stars, each a different color. At this point I started to think about the universe and space. Oh, what a mind blowing thing to think about when tripping. I can write a story about my thoughts on that. My conception of time still is gone, but thats ok. I managed to grab that bowl from earlier, and smoked it up while at this point, laying in the grass looking at the sky and the trees. The trees had already started to turn fall colors, but this just took those colors, and well, fall really is the BEST time to trip. The colors took me onto a ride. A ride of emotions and thoughts, I started to think about my friend in the hospital, and that I should visit her, and how I missed her, and how I cannot wait to see her again. It started to freak me out a little, so I changed thoughts, then next came I am an animal, there are animals around me, I am out of the daily human life and one of the world now. Things went nuts, I saw evolution from a single cell to EVERYTHING we see before us that is living. Every stage, so detailed out. The sounds of birds, and the wind blowing the trees, the sound of leafs falling down from the sky to the ground. So soothing, but I live in a flight path, and large jet linners fly over every 4 minutes, VERY LOW. Everytime one would fly over, I got upset. So unnatural sounding. Then when I guess someone on the block was using a leaf blower, I though as well, "SO UNNATURAL , I HATE IT" 12:30ish so I started to come down a bit, but was still banged up. I am still in the grass, but I manage to get my thoughts together and ran inside, got some more pot, and my ipod. But when I went inside man, the house, just looked boring inside. The wood floor, all the lines in it were curved, the whole room was like curved, My room looked tripped out with the textures on my ceiling moving. Nothing to intense inside, but was still crazy. As soon as a sit in the grass, I hear a motor, I quickly turn to the fence to look through the cracks and to my relief, it was the mailman dropping off the mail. i had first thought it was my parents coming home for a sec, and freaked out, but thankfully not. Then, heres where a problem came up that I debated for about 20 minutes. "I want to get the mail, no wait, its too far. But I want to get it, no wait, I may have mail, But I want to get it, but mail will probably be bills, and I hate my chains to society, but I want to get the mail, but its way to far". I thought about how scary it is that all these companies know my personal info, SS id, address, numbers, but then again, I have nothing to hide. They just continue to spy on us though. 115ish I somehow find the strength to get up, I was starting to calm down a bit, walked out front, and walked over to the mailbox, got the mail put it off inside, lucky, no mail for me yay !. I kinda got some sense of time back. I am coming down a bit too, but no fear, i am still in a wonderful state. I put some darkside of the moon on, and layed in the grass again, looking at the sky again. The thoughts came to me now, "What do I want to do with my life? Where can I go? I always loved US history man, go into it! But what about... NO I love history, and I would love to teach it, its been a life dream !" Then raced to, "Why do I believe in peace as strongly as I do, Can I prove to myself these feelings are lid git?". I closed my eyes and watched those beautiful CEV's, I will never forget how VIVID they were, and how every thing went from dark purple to almost white, every color on the spectrum. 2oclockoisho I am really starting to come down, and my parents are coming home in a half hour. I finished up my bowl and went inside to my room (sadly). Put some music and and sat in my bed, I have christmas lights hung all over my room, I managed to block out most of the light and to turn them on, and they were pretty rad also. Just the depth of the colors, downright impressive. 2:30 I am still laying in bed, listing to music. starting to come back now, and with that my mom walks in. I am still fucked up and she looks at me and is like, "lsd?" Which, i LAUGHED !! So hard, I was like "nahh....". Which she just laughed at me, and walked out of the room (she was one of the counter culture/hippies back in the late 60's, so she knows when I come home messed up), So I guess she was cool with it. 3: I'm still fucked up , and I decide to take a shower. At this point, colors were still nice looking, but the thoughts were quickly leaving, and with that I can say at this point it was over. Very soothing shower, Like I just had gotten a brandnew start on life. So yea, as good as this trip was, it opened up a whole new door of questions to be answered. It's weird, I cannot answer them until I am back in that state of mind again. I tried to keep a check on time, but I failed pretty bad. This was my second solo trip, so some spots were still interesting to get through. I cannot wait to return to this state of peace, but due to the weather, and no mushies, It'll have to wait to spring. unless I get my hands on some lsd that is...
I can definitely relate to the "unnatural" thing. Same thing happened when I did mushrooms. I did them in Upstate NY with a lot of woods and a lake around so my friends and I were really into only natural things at the time. Like we didn't drink anything but water the entire time because soda isn't natural and things like that. I was actually pretty bummed when I cam back to Brooklyn after my trip because nobody else seemed to understand how satisfying nature is.
