eh... plans fell through like always... I might go out once in a while but my social life is anything but stable. I have a couple friends, most of who just don't care about seeing me that much. like with some people when you ask them to hang out its like OMGG YESS!!!! buttt.. for me its like sure. then i keep texting them and such cuz they don't reply back... then its just like fuck it. i'm not gonna keep bothering you. I have some close friends from elementary school, but at the same time, I kinda just feel like i don't really want to hang with them that much, cuz i feel i should be hanging out with new friends from highschool. eh, i never made many friends in highschool. just accquaintences... which sucks. cuz im a nice guy. anyway, when i do hang with kids from my school, it's usually for some random reason. and that's my social life. random occurences. I have no stable group of friends to hang out with. their all scattered and belong to different groups. overall i'm tired of bugging people who are in the first place unenthusiastic with hanging out with me. so just fuck it i guess... I really have no friends to hang out. most of my interaction is on facebook anyway... egh.. I'm a senior in highschool and just hoping things will start to pick of social wise next year in college...
dude, i used to have some anxiety about going out and being a part of a circle of friends.... but that kind of social construct is completely imaginary. besides, you're talking about highschool... most people your age are still growing into their personalities and as such their insecurities rule their lives. they might hang out with who they think is cool rather than good people because they're concerned about what others might think. so my advice is start to foster a "i dont give a fuck" attitude and just be yourself. when it really matters you'll know who your friends are.
yeah man don't sweat it.. i didn't have plans for tonight either, i just had a chill time with a friend earlier but at midnight i was by myself and i enjoyed it there is beauty in solitude man
my "getting trashed" plans fell through, but i had a good time with some cool cats for like 5 hours that i wouldn't otherwise have hung out with. when you do finally hang out with people, just be yourself and such. don't be shy. soon you'll have maaaad bitches being like "LETS CHILL!!"
