its fun to be paranoid

its fun to be a little crazy

 

fun to be crazy...sure why not
fun to be paranoid... not really

 

No, it's not, it's stupid.

 

Back in High School, we used to say "The paranoids are after us."

Well, what do you want? We were Freshmen and thought ourselves somewhat clever.

 

I am bad paranoid and it isnt fun, when I drive im looking over my shoulder to see if im being followed, or I think my friends are doing something against me, no its not fun, and this was all way before i started smokin.

 

you probably dont believe me but i do know what its like to be paranoid like that, its gotten so bad id break down crying and digging my nails into myself, i seriously thought i was crazy and thought about how death might not be so bad but i knew that everyone had something against me, they were all always talking about me when i wasnt looking, it sucks being in a state like that, luckily its been months since the last episode

 

I believe you

 

thank you, i really appreciate it

 

i hate being paranoid


!

 

yeah jeez being paranoid sucks ass! Pot paranoi is one thing, but sober paranoi is another!

 

As Burroughs said, it's not paranoia, it's a "heightened sense of reality".

 

kinkajous are kinky


thats a crazy sig you got

 

kincajous are kute and kinky indeed.


If paranoia is a heightened sense of reality, then what your saying is... lets say I'm paranoid and I think that someone is saying something funny about me, then, (since paranoi is a heightened sense of reality) this person really is making fun of me. And during paranoia it would be pointless to go back and forth in my mind to think wether or not they are thinking of me! Paranoia can't be a heightened sense of reality. If that were true, why would people act in such a way to make fun of others...?( in reality ) Obviously is you've ever been paranoid then youd figure this out for yerself, how reality really works.. so why would people continue to make reality worse for those who are paranoid...and to show them the truth of reality during paranoia and stab them in the brain?

I got mega carried away there..my opinion though is paranoia is a disorder of such, or just a thing, that some people experience. :$

 

Paranoia in my opinion is a side effect of fear, a manisfestation of sorts.

 

not at all

 

iam sorry but id rather walk through a feild of chicken shit than walk through a day filled with paranoia.

 

Paranoia sucks! i hate feling like the cops are always watching me even when im watching TV XD i hate feeling like they are gonna knock on my door for some shit not even to do with me (like last time <.<) i hate not being able to smoke my greens where i want because some prick joo fuck wants to sneak around a corner or come out of the woodwork to encounter me toking! or trying to toke!

seriously has annyone ever been chilling somewhere ready to toke, then some random old person or some dumb bastard stumbles upon you! when you just fukking made sure there wasnt a soul around for a mile! even checked twice behind both shoulders and BAM there is some fuck walking his random dog in god knows where fucking deserted shrubberies or cave or fucking crater somewhere and someone still manages to subliminally detect you and what your doing and make the effort to come within 100feet of you and your space to bug the fuck out of you or to "looky-lou" your ass to see what your doing. dont you hate when you park in the back furthest corner of the parking lot to toke up and some dumb bastard fuck head has to make the EFFORT to go ALLLLLLLLL the fuck the way by you in the deserted part of the lot and see what the fuck YOUR up to? WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

ok enough ranting about nosey bussy body square bear fucks, you all know who you are!

back on subject, i hate being paranoid.....

 

I am so paranoid it isn't even funny. L
Being crazy is my lifeline, it's really fun.

 

Being a little crazy, maybe. But have you ever been paranoid, in the true psychological sense? It's terrifying beyond any rational fear you have ever experienced, mainly because you have no control over it.

 

well lets see i have been a truly paranoid person for about 8 years now
seems like my psych thinks i am truly paranoid,we usually come to the point
of the glass being half filled or half empty,like i told him though "paranoid" is just a state of being more prepared he he,if i sat around here and thought i was truly paranoid i wouldnt have any fun things to do