This has been eating at me

I'm going to try my best to describe this to you, but it's hard.

So, on a trip a month and a half ago, I got thinking about the nature of doing things, and how people attempt to model the world to suit their needs. I could see people's minds ticking. People have needs and desires; hunger, the desire to prolong a trip, the desire to push weed into the end of a joint etc. And will look around them for things that can fulfill these desires such as food, weed and a pen. Sounds so basic an simple, yet this has been eating at my head ever since. These sort of thoughts are relevant to everything we do. So this eats at me quite often. There is nothing sinister about these thoughts but it hurts. Remarkably, that trip was one of the happiest I've had. No bad feelings remotely. It was all good. I don't know what I want from you guys, but I feel like these forums are a good sounding board.

 

What about the idea of human desire is eating at you?

 

Desire is an addiction in itself, I am very addicted to desire, my own and fulfilling others too. You should be proud to have such a great mind and soul.

 

Good thing there's no cure for you

 

mind=blown

 

It's not like it's a bad thought. It's just the fact that everything reminds me of this and it's really annoying that I can't stop thinking about something so trivial and meaningless.

 

Join the army, it will clear everything up for ya