my grandpa passed away last week, while it left me incredibly devastated inside and wanting to do more drugs to escape i cant keep doing this shit when i know he is watching me, ill still be around here though.
sorry to hear about your loss bro. my grandpa had been sick for a while but hes ok now and feelin a little better. im not too into religious stuff (i beleive in god but not all extreme like), but if you believe your grandpa is watching over you, maybe in honor of him you should at least slow down. i know you go pretty big on opiates, lol. so maybe a break (or a permanent quitting, depending on how you feel) would be good. good luck and sorry for your loss.
Hey, I am also sorry to hear about your grandfather. Times like this make you realize what your priorities are in life. I hope you are able to take the right steps and succeed in what ever you feel is necessary to do at this time. Everything happens for a reason and I hope you can find peace.
thanks guys, right now im just looking at old family pictures, my moms wedding, my grandpa with his flannel in his garage/shop, i wish i could have said good bye, all i wanted for christmas is for him to recover from surgery and get back out there
my mom said at the funeral after the eulogy that he was proud of me and my sister cuz we were doing good in college and im going to keep going strong, time to stop this shitty life style of spending a 1/4 of my check on drugs, hanging out with peice of shit people who say they are your friends but really use you, pot opens my eyes, and my coinscence says, "wtf are you doing"
Sorry for your loss, man. Do what you feel that you need to do and handle your business. Everything will be alright
Ouch, that sucks. It's never easy losing someone close to you, but at least you got to know him. I never met any of my grandparents and my dad died when I was 18. One of the hardest things I've ever dealt with. Hopefully, your grandpa lived a good fulfilling life and you can find peace with that. These opiate drugs can easily take over our lives and if you have the motivation to stop using them, take advanatage of it. Hang in there, it takes time to process it all and grieve. If you grieve now, you'll recover from it sooner than if you numb the pain with pills. Take care and let us know how things are going.
hey bro, sorry to hear that. both my grandfathers passed away when i was younger and i know how you feel, it really sucks. but if you can, its a good time to quit opiates all together. i made the decision to stop using when i had no control over my life anymore and was using huge amounts just to be able to function. i didnt want to live that lifestyle anymore, the best thing to do is quit and never use again. you can get through it, even if it means turning to different drugs just to help get through the physical pain. as long as you keep an open mind and promise to never touch an opiate again, your life will be better, and really nobody likes being a slave to any drug.
