i mean i am currently with a girl now and really enjoy being with her, but this has being going on for many years now 24/7 sexual thoughts about men, i mean i take anti depressants for ocd, but i am looking at men to see how i feel, i am looking and going well he is goodlooking then will imagine having sex with them to see how it feels, at first i feel like no it wasnt for me, but no i feel so relaxed with it all. I have being thinking everyday like this for the past 7 years i became so bad with all the thought every day i had to seea therapist. My mum and dad know all about this aswell, my thoughts etc. i go on gay porn to see how i feel all the time, to see if i like it and it doesnt disgust em anymore like it use to. quite frankly it looks very easy to do etc. but i dont thinki want that lifestyle and would have the romantic feelings (please explain what romantic feelings are?) its just the sex that seems to be on my mind every day of my life.
