an inner demon that lives on my failed relationSHIT

i felt like i've recovered this past week from a girl i know and love rejecting me, i'm only a good friend of hers...she said....

'this demon is in my heart, waiting to burst out
"let me out"
i hear him shout

he teases me, calling me a worthless pussy
scares me with the threat of no hope, comfort to never be found again
he's seen
what could of been
and taunts me with it

before this worm starts
to eat into my brain
i have to plunge my sword of nothing
into it's many hearts'

i wrote that....

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what should i do?

peace

 

*haven't recovered

 

bottle it up

 

This.