I want to die

No one will date me. I guess I must be hideous. Everybody acts like things are fine but they're not fine, I want to kill myself. I must be a worthless, bad person since everyone on earth has decided I'm not worthy of love or affection. People don't know the power they have; if one person would come to me and say, "I like you, want to go out on a date?" they could save my life. What's wrong with me? Why won't people give me a chance? Someone should have told me to kill myself when I was a kid, that way I wouldn't have spent all these miserable years wasting my time. The longer I live the more of a joke I am. I want to die, but I'm scared.

 

You said in a different thread

so apparently you have had a g/f

also you really seem to like fat men, are you fat? Fat is just universally not too attractive

 

Yes, in the past a couple times I had GFs for VERY short periods of time. Yes, I am fat, I know this is gross to most people, so that's just more reason to kill myself.

 

Stop indulging in all of this nonsence, believe me people aren't going to like you more dead and though you may be in pain now, the moment you feel better, when you rise up and feel like your living again, the thought of killing yourself is sickening, been there done that. Let go of these thoughts and hurt and pity and guilt. I someone thinks your hideous well then too bad for them, because I bet your a very decent person and if physicle looks would hold someone back from expereinceing you than there not worth your time.

Believe me brother, death is a great thing, a powerful, sacred and joyous thing. What you would be doing is not death, it would be giving up, floating trough eternal suffering. Fight, fight until you can fight no more, then die know thats at least you tried!

Peace be with you my brother

 

lolz busted...

 

no it's a reason to lose some damn weight

 

From one human being to another: Thank you for trying to make me feel worse than I already do. It is so honorable for you to laugh at the suicidally depressed. You must be a wonderful person.

 

Yes, that's so easy. All us fat people just choose to be fat. We know it makes us ugly and disgusting to other people, and even makes many people hate us, but for some reason about half of Americans just refuse not to be fat.

 

The fact so many Americans are overweight and obese compared to 25 years ago does in fact show most people are fat due to poor diet and lack of exercise. Some people are genetically built just to be large, but for most people it's a simple calorie intake is exceeding calories being burned formula.

Also if people have dated you in the past then quickly broken up with you it's your personality that's the problem, not your looks.

 

OMG, I'm totaly disgusted that people are just being nasty to me after I posted what I did. You are truely hateful people. I won't post again, you've shown me that humanity iss actualy worse than I thought, and you're probably laughing at me. I won't post in this thread again. Please fuck of and die, that's my plan too.

 

I had times where I contemplated ending it all.

But in the end I'd rather be miserable 90% of the time and still be able to enjoy beautiful things in life and the few good moments that shine through.

I'll die one day no matter what I do. So what's the rush? There's so much more to see. I'll get there when I get there.

Dead people can't hear music and admire tress or explore their mind. As far as I know.

 

Ehechm.... this is slightly ridiculous, no ones gunna pity you and say "awww i feel so bad for him" we're more conscious of our own energy than that, read my previous post, take what you need for it, then step away for the computer and manifest something beautiful for yourself, something to enjoy yourself with. If weight is your "problem" than the fridge is off limits got it? Now pull yourself together and stop trying to take our energy, your only gunna hurt yourself.

 

so many people want to be in a relationship, and blah blah blah. I think it's all stupid.
-Relationships don't make a life, pregnancies do. you shouldn't be putting so much weight on this one topic of life.
-People don't understand why they want to be in a relationship, it's because they want to share sincerity whether it be on a deep level and/or shallower one. You should really redefine what love/relationships/friendship is rhetorically because there are thin lines between liking a friend, liking a sexual mate, and family. Mostly adults, 'fall in love' with someone because of their sincerity, what is going on inside. So no one wants someone sincerely suicidal.
-There are a lot of chubby chasers out there so if they're not good enough for you, lose weight. We all know it's hard, every fat person says it, but if you're going to commit suicide if otherwise, that's bullshit. But know, that losing weight =/= magical true love story, it only boosts confidence which allows people more comfort.

and no ones being nasty, they're being brutally honest. Don't just wimp out of this, cuz you can be missing out on something soo much greater than this. and sometimes we all need a push whether it be hard or soft. The Hipforums has the best advice you'll find anywhere. so take it or leave but be modest and not rude

 

If you can't handle criticism you'll never improve yourself

 

That seems a little extreme...

 

Agreed.

 

i don't know; as soon as anyone dies it seems like they suddenly had about 20 "best friends" who barely even knew them when they were alive...


OP, i know how much it sucks when you can't get any pussy. but being a whiny emo bitch about it is the opposite of what will help you in this situation.

 

you are wasting your life worrying about things that are not important.
people aren't going to respect you when you complain about things instead of trying to change them. and putting so much emphasis on something so small, put it in perspective, not being able to get a date and being fat is you're biggest worry? you must have a really hard life. it doesn't get any worse than that hey.

 

This has gotta be a joke topic.

I've posted in 2-3 of these "I wanna die" type threads the past couple days. The hell is up with that? I know during winter people get depressed and shit, but jeez. Niggas going emo in 2010

 

instead of feeling sorry for yourself , you should look at the positive things in your life. start looking at things that you do have , not that you don't have . This way of thinking did helped me to become a more positive person