I can't find comfort in anything. I believe that death is to be look as just the same as life. Even though the idea scares me I still embrace it. I think/thought I have some sort of purpose in this world but I am having a hell of a hard time finding out what it is. I feel quite talentless in the talents that I at one point had; and I don't have much going for me if anything at all. I am very frustrated and I am stuck in an out-break of gloom and I cannot get out.
I am not here to be preachy but out of concern (and the fact i once felt the same)i would like to state this.... There is so much beauty in this world if you can open your eyes wide enough to see it. Once you close them i fear theyre is only darkness. So absorb as much color as possible while you can. If that makes any since at all...