I'm getting a little creeped out... Have I let a bad spirit in?

I was trying to find/contact a spirit, and I was meditating alone in my room. I asked for any spirits,Gods, or those of a higher power to contact me in any way they could. It proved unsuccesful, and I gave up for the night and went to sleep.

I dreamed I was sitting alone, and something took my hand and forced me to write a message on a notepad, but I couldn't read it and I woke up. For a full 3 nigths I had this same dream.

Creepy enough, but soon after I began to start seeing things. I caught a glimpse out of the corner of my eye, a fairly small black thing slinking alng like a cat, and I thought thats what it was. But the most unnatural sense of dread came over me and I quickly turned to face it at which point it was gone, and the bad feelings stayed around for awhile.

My dad claimed later that his spirit guide had warned him of a not so good presence in the house, and not to let it in.

Anyways, The bad feeling is around alot more now and I here footsteps at night. Both my father and I have seen the black, catlike thing out of the corners of our eye, and our computer/faxmachine/tv has began to oddly malfunction at times.

Well today I was walking my dog, and we went up the steps to the front porch and our storm door abruptly opened up and SLAMMED hard enough to loosen the hinges...
I thought, ok then maby it was the wind. So I open it and try to step into the patio. Next thing I know I am lying on the bottom step with my dog whimpering and tugging to run back down the driveway. I walked around and went in my back door and the strongest evil presence I have ever felt was in that house.

I'm not sure I believe in angels/demons, but this is scaring me.


What should I do? I think this thing really wants to cause me harm. I am afraid in my own house, and my dad is really upset I called this thing, whatever it is.

 

i really dont mean to sound like a dick but your reality is what you make of it. if believing in ghost/spirit/what ever you want to call them is causing you to live in fear in your own house, then stop believing that stuff and learn to take reality at face value.

as for the emotions, it seems that its all apart of the delusion. it seems you've become too accustomed to applying emotions to anything weird/bizarre that happens in your life so much to the point that it makes these ghost/spirit/what ever you want to call them seem real and present. every one experiences weird/bizarre things. it's actually quite normal to be dumbfounded every now and then. but how you interpret those experiences is all up to you.

once again, i truly dont mean to sound like a dick and i wish the best for you and your realizations about your life.

peace and love.

 

Thanks, and lol you don't sound like a dick.

I come acrost rather high strung and crazy, don't I?

 

sweetness! glad you took it the right way

belief systems are great for creating our own understandings about life so were not left thinking "what could be.." and "what could have been..". well... that is if your belief system is logical and has kept you out of bad situation in the past. there are some people out their who are just blindly religious in their beliefs and it causes them to get harmed and not even take reality into consideration. for example: extreme forms of jihad involving suicide.

if i believed there was a spirit in my house for any reason, i wouldnt deem it evil or mischievous until a weird/bizarre occurrence caused me physical harm. for example: i wake up in my bed and one of my instrument is floating in the air and drops on my head causing me to fracture my skull (ouch!).

but if you truly believe a spirit exist among you, just assume its a good/neutral spirit until something physically bad happens to you durring one of these bizarre occurences.

 

It hasn't shown up as recently after I meditated and appologized for disturbing/bothering any spirits. I haven't felt the malevolent presence for a while.

 

seems like meditating is your way of regaining power over your mind. i'm happy for you. keep it up. mind if i ask what ideas go through your mind while meditating?

 

If I meditate deep enough I often find myself imagining random places, and people I may or may not have met. It's pretty cool.

Other times I look for my spirit guide, using techniques my dad told me about.