do I continuously waste my time on a guy who hurts me over and over and over and has been for the past 2 years? Why do I keep letting him hurt me? What is wrong with me? And why can't I just cut him from my life?
since when does anybody have to to just roll over and take it. fuck that shit! If he's hurting you emotionally you need to tell his ass to get packing. if he's hurting you physically, next time he tries his shit you knee him so hard in the groin he comes off the ground. then get your ass out of there and call the cops. there is no law that says you have to take any of it.
It's all emotional. I don't know why I put up with it and why I stick around. I guess I'd have to pull the "but I love him" card on that one. But I just find it impossible to stop talking to him.
go here and recover -----runboard.com/bnarcissisticabuserecovery You are a young one and may be a co-dependant person. I am an older one and have been there and done that....over and over. Honey---YOU CAN BE MISERABLE ALL BY YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Believe me and trust me and get out----something in your past is probably making you believe that you deserve no better, but you do derserve better. Be good to yourself.
Because maybe you find it hard not to be around him and no matter what he puts you through its still somewhat comforting to be with him. Been through that before with women. Once you get through that stage and realise the true nature of his character you will realise that its much better for you to be alone than with someone so uncaring. Its up to you to reach that conclusion though In the meantime we are here to listen to you bitch about him