I don't need her.

I don't need her don't want her. I don't need her I don't want her nope. Fine without her. All I need is myself. She never helped anyway. zdhnnnnnnnnnnnnn j,j,jmmmnmnnnononononononono no

 

Go write yourself a blues album

 

'nt.

 

details? sounds like you need her right now. it's not anything you can't work past though.

 

We dated for a year and nine months, and I broke up with her about eight months ago both because she was abusive and she moved away. I still think it was the right decision, but that doesn't stop me from regretting it constantly. As much as she put me through, my bond with her just refuses to be broken. She's moved on and I haven't.

I waste so much time missing her.

 

that must be hard bro. look, I have been completely fucked up by a girl.

but. you have to think about it this way. she has moved on, yet she is still affecting your happiness. your life. DON'T LET HER. there are so many beautiful people on this earth who can enrich your life. you need to get yourself to a point where you won't miss those opportunities.

 

sometimes i wonder if any of the people in my past think of me... sometimes i think of them, then slap myself and remember that my brain is lying to me and only reminding me of the good bits and blocking out all the shit.

It can be hard to move on sometimes, but time and meeting new people helps. There will be others!

 

I'm trying. Before I met her I was on and off suicidal, and she fixed that. Until it got abusive anyway. Now that she's gone I'm falling into the same old pattern of depression, but mixed in with some bipolar and confusion. Hopefully it doesn't get as bad as it once was.

That's definately true that it's easy to only remember the good. I do remember a lot of the bad, and I'm still glad I ended it, but that doesn't make it much easier.

 

Allow Me To Post These Few Words That May Help...

They Are Not My Words Unfortunatly, But Those Of A Fellow Forumer

Who Posted About A Week Ago, It Goes As Follows.........QUOTE[

There Comes A Point In Your Life, When You Realise Who Matters, Who

Never Did, Who Won't Anymore, And Who Always Will.

So Don't Worry About Your Past, There's A Reason Why They Didn't Make

It To Your Future....]END QUOTE.

Hope This Helps You In Some Small Way...:grouphug:.



Cheers Glen.

 

I feel your pain. I was in love with the same girl for 5 years. And I don't throw that word around. I have never loved anyone else.

At least you had her, I just pushed mine away with my unrequited love. She was the only person who ever understood me as a person at all. And I pushed her away with my weakness.

She's responsible for so much of my personality these days. It's cliche, but what doesn't kill you only serves to make you stronger... even if it nearly destroys you first.

 

That actually helped a lot Glen. Thanks.

Thanks to everyone else too. It's nice to have at least one place I can talk about these things.