LSD group trip

im new here but i needed a place to describe my trip i have never tried to fully right it out and it still is jumbled up in my mind. but i guess ill go for it

it was my second time taking acid and i thought that i could handle a heavy dose so i took 4 regular sized doses i had 3 friends with me one had taken 3 doses one had one dose and the other was sober. in 10 minutes the world was starting to change and trees were growing larger and changing colors. we built a fire and i was warming my hands by it and all the sudden the ground got all muddy i wanted to go to my car and listen to music but as i headed over there were dead bodies floating in the mud i ran back to were everybody was sitting at sat down looking at the fire. every word sombody said apeared in the air in multi colors and i started settling in and enjoying myself. after about 20 minutes we went inside but had to be quiet because the kids house we were at's parents were sleeping. i blacked out conciousness and woke up with my friends screaming at me outside to chill out and that i almost woke his parents. by this time the whole word was a swirling kalaidascope and nothing was making sence. i blacked out conciousness and awoke to my friends hog tying me because i was out of control. one of my friends was on the phone to a girl i really liked and was best friends with but they didnt want me talking to her in the state i was in so they told me she had died. i couldnt do anything i was bound up and couldnt move i was crying uncontrolably and nothing in the world made sence after convincing my fiends i was calm they untied me. when i got loose i turned into an indian and ran over to the horses my friend owned and got on it bare back and tried riding away they came after me and i threw horse manure at them they caught me and threw me in a car were they tired hot boxing me back to normal. i felt like i was in a prison. i broke out of the car and ran into the forest the caught me again and by this time i thought they were all conspirining against me and so i grabed a guitar (not real) and started jaming to the song playing on the radio my friend that had the 3 hits joined me and we were guitar batteling. by this time they tought i was calm enough to go inside but they didnt even no the trip had barly started.

inside the house turned into a space ship with flashing lights every were then blood started dripping from the celling and sliding down the walls.... (after this point everything is from my perspective while in reality i was really seizuring out on the floor and screaming) i was standing at the table with little armys on each side with each wave of my had the army's would move and attack eachother i ran my hands rapidly around the table controling the minature men on the battle feild then suddenly i appeared in a world above the clouds with each of my friends by my side. we were looking into a looking glass at 20 different realities of ourselves on earth nobody new which one was the right one and any movement we made in the clouds effected what we did in the other realities. it got explained to me by my friends that we were caught in this cloud world to influence our life on earth but each time we tried to do somthing for the better in one of the realities it would negativly effect us in the other. because we didnt know what one was the reall reality we couldn't win. when somthing happened to us that was fatal or resulted in us loosing a body part we would appear with the same effect in the cloud world. i was told that we had to go in circuts to try and figure out which was the right world and get us threw the trip without loosing anything. if we couldn't do this properly we would either be stuck inside the trip forever or make it out with out one of us. it turned out i had the last chance to get everything right and the weight of our lives and sanity rested on my shoulders. i didnt succesfuly find my way threw so a new game got started as a last chance kind of thing. i was told i would get 24 chances to try and live my life drug free and if i could live up to the point in my life that i was at right now succesfully we would be able to leave the trip if not i would die forever. i was sent down to earth as a fetus i saw myself being born and i lived a normal life untill i ran into drugs. after that i was restarted as a fetus. this happened 24 times each one taking me on a completly different path in life by the 24 time i had failed i was back as a fetus and i was born i was looking up at my parents and the nurses and everybody got very upset and i heard them say "sorry mam but there appears to be a still born your child died in the womb" i started crying and screaming that i was alive but the lights in the room shut off and i was thrusted into darkenss.... (the rest is reality) i woke up after that and saw my dad looking at me i was laying in a hospital room and had no idea what happened my dad looked at me and started crying "they said you might not make it alive and if you did you might be menaly imipared" i looked around and was in a hospital the nurses unstraped me from my restraints in the bed and said i was fine i just had an overdose and i would be fine in a day......

 

If you aren't just trolling.. then that's pretty intense.

 

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sounds like a psychotic break, how are you doing since then

 

Ya man sounds nuts. Can't believe you reacted that way off of 4 hits. I guess your brain was just wired for it or perhaps it's just bad luck? I would def. say the "stay away from drugs" challenge you were given during your trip which you didn't pass 24 times is probably a sign that your subconscious is probably worried about that. Try to cool it for a bit if you can and good luck.

 

no im fine now that was more than a year ago after that time i did it about a month later and it was the best experience of my life. in my experience its not how much you take but what enviorment your are in if you are in a bad enviorment you are going to trip out even harder and not in a good way. i dont have any psychohlogical defects after the occasion only sometimes when i stare at a pattern for a long time it starts moving and flowing. i have been thinking about it for a while and i feel im ready for another go

 

See now, I'm tempted to think that there was more in that blotter than LSD. Sounds a tad PCP'ish imho. Would certainly explain the need for hog tying. One of the reasons I really appreciate Heavenly blues, Grandpa Ott's and so forth.

 

There are only 2 kinds of chemicals potent enough to have a psychoactive effects (loosely similar to LSD, unlike PCP) in amounts small enough to fit on a blotter; DOx and Bromos. Even 5mg of PCP is considered a "light" amount, and 5mg is way too much to fit on 3 blotters.

This kind of reaction does happen to LSD. A small portion of the population has what's called a "psychotic break" under it's influence. OP is lucky he has no lasting effects, it's common for there to be a persistent psychosis for several months or years afterwards. Seen it firsthand.

 

But wouldn't that be a repeat occurrence whenever he dosed? Not really sure, never had to deal with one myself (Firsthand or otherwise.)

**Or wouldn't it at least be likely to reoccur on future trips?

 

The division line between "bad trip" and "psychotic break" is blurry. I also think that once one goes through their first lsd trip OR first psychotic break, it prepares them more for future occurances. My friend who had a horrible, horrible break on his first time ever, had a bland and uneventful second trip. It's all about your psychic fortitude.

 

ya, friends had to hogtie me once for a few minutes one time (in a campus dorm, security and such was already looking for me), i was outta control. I understood why but at the time i would just forget why I was hogtied and try to break free, but I handled it pretty well it ended up being only a small portion of a crazy night lol

 

dude if someone tried to hogtie me while i was tripping...

 

I recently found out that the guy i got it from was mixing molly into his blotters.

 

Some of you guys forget that there still are some very strong blotters out there.... I consider myself a pretty experienced tripper, and the strongest trip I ever had was on two hits, I took this not expecting much and it was the most intense experience of my life, completely shattered my world and pulverized my ego, and I also had blackout moments and apparently was out of control as well, although I have no clue what I did, there were many moments where I could not tell reality from hallucination and had to be subdued and drugged by medical staff at a festival, I thought it was all a dream when I awoke until I looked down at my arm and saw the bandage from the IV. Point is there are some very strong blooters out there, they are rare but they are out there

 

LOL. Shenanigans.