oh how i miss my kex mix =(

i'm so sad these days. with mexico being at war with itself i can no longer find ketamine... i miss the days of grinding up so xo's mixing it with a g of k and a splash of xanbars... made for one hell of night.. damn you mexican cartels! i need to go to the vet pharmacy!!!!!

 

at war with itself? What do you mean by that? I am not up to date.

 

probably referring to the crack down on its drug cartels in the recent years

 

the cartels have been at war for a few yrs now... within the last 2 yrs they have had more then 17,000 murders in the past 2 yrs. all based around fighting for drug territory. it really is no longer safe for me to go to a border town, visit the local pharmacia and pick up ketamine.. they are literally driving through the streets blasting anyone in site... i havent been in yrs.. this post was more a rant of how i miss one of my fav substances =(

 

Certain parts of Mexico are a war zone right now. Drug cartels are fighting over territory/smuggling routes. So many murders being committed brought federal troops, and shootouts in the streets with them... like daily. With full auto weapons. Even the cops (on the cartel payrolls) were fighting the federal troops (that's why they had to send fed troops, because of the deep corruption).

Then federal troops and those allied with them end up with their heads chopped off and bodies on public display. Which brings more federal troops which brings more decorations made of body parts. A bit over a year ago, some branch of the US govt put out a report saying the 2 most likely candidates for total governmental collapse were:

1. Pakistan
2. Mexico

 

Can't we all just get high and get along?!? Geeze.

 

Not off of coke, heroin, and meth...

 

i attempted to explain how psychedelics are different from these drugs to the GF tonight. she doesn't like to talk about it...

yea, mexico is fucked
this whole world is fucked

i watched some law & order: SVU tonight. the woman on there was from the congo, and was raped along with her 5 year old daughter (the 5 year old died 6 days later, her husband left her cuz she was tainted, she was captured somewhere else and raped a lot more. then someone put a gun inside her and pulled the trigger. she survived. i know this is just a TV show, but it's based on real life shit.

also, in my city some kid got shot in the back of the head. shootings and stabbing happen daily.


bummer you can't get K man. but at least you're not getting your head chopped off. i guess that's the exact reason you're staying away

 

i got some k the other day, havent tried it yet, its in a vile. wonder when ill try it?

i go to mexico every month for my braces, good thing i havent seen bad shit going down, except there being a little more cops, and fed cops on the highways pulling people over.
im sure the bad stuff is happening other places.

 

are you considering ketamine a psychedelic? i don't find ketamine very different from narcotics and stuff like cocaine.

 

nah i wasn't really talking about K

just my ongoing rant about my GF not liking my use of psychedelics (mainly LSD and 2ce)

 

ongoing is right...sometimes you've got to live for yourself.



vet ket sucks anyway.

 

has she tried them at all with you?

Do you do them often or just talk about them alot?

I talk about psychs alot but don't do them all that often, the girl I'm dating always gets quiet at about the 5 min mark of me talking about psychs and I know its subject topic change time.

 

(sorry for those who've heard it all before)

i don't trip THAT much really. maybe once or twice a month.
i try not to talk about them much b/c i know she doesn't like them. but i try to bring up the conversation if i can talk about WHY she doesn't like them, and try to give her reasons why she shouldn't be so judgemental.

she used to drop acid with me when we first started dating 4 years ago, but she's "grown up"

 

harsh.

[But not as harsh as spell check was to the word judgemental. Just puts a fucking fat red line right under there... doesn't matter if it's logical or not.]

I'm just tripping... and it's easy to see both sides.

don't know if "grown up" is the word to use on it but I guess that's one way of dealing with a harsh trip...

 

^haha

 

You know, now that I am on the other side of the army. I really wish I didn't use drugs the whole time I was in. I should have been able to get a TS/FS (Top Secrect/Full Scope (which includes a polygraph)) but now I can't because I will fail on the recent drug use part

Drugs have helped me in a few ways, but they have hurt me in so many more ways. I think there is a time to grow up from this shit. As in my other thread, I don't even know what hobby to do anymore because I have read/done/sold/bought all the drugs in the world... Like I said also, its kinda hard to enjoy fishing when you did DPT in a warzone...

But this is all about how I feel. I know you have all heard it before. I think its time for some of us to at least have a backup hobby :/

 

^ I play guitar, video games, read occasionally and find interesting stuff to do on the net. I don't view my use of psychedelics as some phase that i'll grow out of personally. I feel if I stop using them it's going to be more from getting all I have out of the experience or possibly run out of contacts.

It may be a bias towards psychedelics but I see many people (including myself at one point) use psychedelics and other stuff like cocaine, k, g, alcohol etc and just go way overboard with the drug use and it probably gets old after awhile. I think that excessive use is something that hopefully for health reasons people grow out of. I still find almost every psychedelic trip i have very valuable.

 

i don't know if i'll ever completely stopping tripping. just like smoking weed. i may stop for YEARS and years, but if the opportunity comes up when i'm 65, why not?

i don't consider it a "hobby" really. i have other hobbies. and a busy job.

not trying to negate what you say though codmouse. drugs aren't everything. but let's try not to lump psychedelics with all other illegal drugs. drugs is too much of an umbrella term.

if i did DPT in a warzone, the thing i would enjoy most would be sitting in the woods in silence, with no worries. maybe FISHING. so what if you don't like drugs anymore. that's good for you man. (no sarcasm, seriously) fuck going to the bar and getting hammered.

you are right.
find a hobby
read a book
go for a walk
bike ride
listen to some tunes ( i gave you suggestions in the other thread )
become a good cook
revitalize your love life
sit around a fire

 

that trip report is insane.