I'm under review by my school's disciplinary board

It is very confidential, I am by school guideline not allowed to tell anyone about the existent of the case other then my second (one other person).

I have a no-contact order between me, the witnesses, and the complainant. An order not to speak or communicate to them and them to me. It has made my social situation extremely awkward and decimated my small friend base. I haven't felt this isolated since high school.

We can't speak to each other me and the girl who brought the complaint, but during the hearing, during a break she told me "love never dies". We caught each other eyes in the court room earlier, she was disagreeing (with facial expresses) to my answers to the judges questions. the judges were asking for me to describe how my actions affected her. I told them she might not trust people as much anymore, I saw her disagreeing and I said to her "Name, they're asking me to judge you" We both smiled it had been awhile since we addressed each other.

She's a nice girl, almost as strange as I am. I could tell she's eating, before she was on a starvation diet, now she looks healthier. I could tell she been smoking to much by her soft cough, I also have been smoking too much, trial stress. Though during the ordeal she told the judges that she started cutting herself again. I know I must have been the source of her stress.

the judges are done deliberating, all I know is it is going to the president, then I'll know my verdict.

It's hard to imagine but believe that I am slowly becoming a better man.

 

To use an analogy;

I picture you as the psychopathic General Zod standing before the council of elders on the planet krypton pleading your case before being sentenced to the phantom zone


Hotwater

 

I don't know if I trust your version of events, no offense =/

Wish I could read her post about it. =P

Anyways, I hope I'm wrong, and wish you luck.

 

You two should have kids they'd be very happy

 

Without knowing what the case is about, it's kind of hard to know whose side to take. To be honest, the whole story seems kind of hard to follow. Is the girl you're talking about the one who filed the complaint? If so, why do you seem to have this understanding with her? If not, why are you discussing how your actions have affected her in from of the disciplinary committee?

 

I don't think you (forum folks) can have a good opinion of the case, so I don't bother talking too much about it. I never hurt her physically; yes she is the one who sent in the complaint. She doesn't hate me, but she believes that I am mentally unstable and should be suspended to put my life together. She comes from the stance "we need to do this for his own good," as oppose to the "burn the bastard" camp.

 

when the dust begins to settle on this one you will realize about the only person you will ever be able to truly trust is yourself but hey its just moi

 

sounds like you need a killer for hire.

 

That is complete bullshit. Your life is your responsibility, not that of some girl with a mother complex and your school's disciplinary committee. I second the killer for hire initiative.