horay! Everyone accusing me of being mentally incompetent

A panel of "judges" have basically been given a case where the complainant accuses me of being mentally incapable and needing suspension until I can be "healthy." She's winning and I was sitting there thinking these people must think I'm crazy.

My therapist told me that maybe I shouldn't get drunk. I had two bad episodes in the last year but I was extremely provoked. I know he's right but I can feel it. -Patient not able to handle himself when drunk too unstable.-

This girl, (S), I was befriending has a best friend who hates me. Her best friends says I look at (S) like a piece of meat and that I have no remorse for my past, just because now all these rumors are running around me. She looks at me like I'm dangerous. She attacked me, unprovoked, who's mentally stable now b@#$h. (it seemed rude to actually cuss at a girl who is following her best intentions)

I always tell them how long I've kept myself together, barely done anything and they look at me and think I need "fixing." God, some people think therapist are holding the hand of god and cure the "sick" like jesus to the lepers.

As I said in the trial to their idea of sending me a year away for intense therapy "yeah, send me to whereever you people send us to get fixed" (the girl who started this trial laughed out loud in court, she doesn't hate me, we just have an odd friendship) (misspelled the title *sigh* I'm becoming more and more credible)