every time, sometimes pretty dramatic. it's one of the primary side effects unfortunately. often i will hit the suicide tuesdays and not understand why im having such a goddawful shitty day. it will take me hours, sometimes several days before i remember 'oh YEAH i rolled this weekend lol!'
Really? I don't usually have a problem remembering what happened. I guess I forget some little things, but never more than 1/16 of what happened. Well, I guess I have heard about that now that I think... Hmmmm, that sucks. MDMA is fucking fun
the only thing that bugs me, is after a couple days after i roll, i can never remember what the feeling feels like, i no i felt amazing and had a good time, but can never actually remember what the feeling is. so every time i roll again, soon as it hits me, i go wow.. so thats what it feels like.
it can't be any clearer memory loss is a primary side effect of mdma. memory loss is one of the things mdma is most likely to cause in the user. whats 'more than normal'. whats 'normal'. 5 times isn't too bad. keep it spread out. a month between rolls is good. the side effects can get worse and worse with repeated use. you are straining your brain's juices. one juice in particular; serotonin. responsible for mood, memory, and other things.
The memory loss isn't permanent. I know people who just didn't roll for a while and they say that really helped. I don't really notice too many side effects, but I only do it on sparingly
I never really ever black out but I can never really remember what happened when I remember pretty much everything but its as if someone took the events wrote it into a book tore the pages out and put em back in in a random order and stuck it back in my head while i sleep after rolling. The only other thing is sometimes i may think there was another person there that wasnt or think i talked to someone and it was really someone else, but thats usually only when i take more then normal. The only thing close to "blacking out" is when I took a bunch of these hella bomb yellow devils back in october that were floatin around utah and they were super good pills cut with ketamine. But I was also kinda I huess what you could call hallucinating toward the end of the night and was hella e dreaming.
i think its best to get into using antioxidants for minimizing aftereffects....have read that 5HTP after the trip can help with damaging your seretonin mechanisms
i often worry about the after effects of mdma...i used way too much in a reckless manner in my 20s...now 10years later i definately have a short term memory problem...i have been thinking of doing MDMA again lately and i realize it isnt an easy choice any more....
Although I can sort of remember how MDMA feels, I have the exact same thing for weed. I smoke plenty everyday but whenever I'm not high i can't remember what being high feels like until I get high.
5HTP is serotonin, or at least a very close relative. So you're not really helping your brain, you're just delaying the effects and making them less noticeable.
