Phenazepam 1mg

who even are you

 

i don't know; i was blacked the fuck out

 

I have tried phenazepam two times.

1mg and 3 mg.


With 1mg I couldn't feel anything at all. 3mg I got some kind of a buzz but that could just aswell be a placebo effect.

anyone else had that same experience?

Maybe I should try 4 mg next time.

 

Apparently you might be slurring your word and falling down while thinking you're sober.

 

I just turned 40.

From 5th grade until age 39 I was a fairly active recreational drug user. I was fortunate to be able to largely keep things under control for most of that time.

I got a little bit too close to meth during college... I got a bit too deep into painkillers and benzos a couple of times...

And then I turned 39 and my business partner and I found a nearly unlimited source of real OC 80s for short money - and things got out of control.

We checked ourselves in for Suboxone treatment in July, 2009. I completely stopped all drugs (except alcohol) at that time. I started AA in November of 2009, so I was really "sober" coming into 2010.

In January, 2010 I was to turn 40. I decided that for my 40th, in spite of my sobriety, I would order a bit of a research chemical that I *loved* back in 2002 or 2003 called Methylone. I ordered a gram of Methylone on the internet from a company in Ireland for my birthday. I paid for special shipping and tracking... They showed the package leave THAT DAY from DUBLIN - to LONDON, not New York/USA where I am - and the tracking never showed anything else. The company wouldn't answer any customer service emails... It looked like I got ripped off.

So while I was waiting and looking at alternatives to my order while my 40th approached, I caught up on all the RC developments I have missed since 2003 - and there were a lot of them!

So because of the non-arrival of the birthday package, I foolishly ended up buying little bits of the various new dozen or so most common RCs. They started arriving at my house and I was doing them - just a little bit here and there to keep up the appearances of sobriety. I wasn't really "fooling myself." The idea was to do some RCs and not get back into opiates or alcohol - which I was able to do. I had a couple of afternoons and evenings of very light RC fun.

And on one particular night, after a bit of teeth-grinding from Methylone, I fired up the Phenezepam "free sample" that one of the places sent me - and I fell off the face of the earth.

I thought I was doing fine but the people around me were on the verge of sending me to the emergency room. I ended up having to get tucked into MY PARENTS' BED at their house. My wife and daughter ended up nearly disowning me. It was a miserable, horrifying experience for my family. I made it out just fine - but it was way too much to put my family through.

Steer clear!

 

^Care to elaborate a bit more on the Phenazepam aspect of your post? No offense, seems like you skimmed over it and went in-depth on your history.

 

Sorry, but....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Kz7YUdy-Cg"]YouTube- Ace Ventura - Loser

 

I will do so sometime tomorrow. Goodnight.

 

Oh fuck xanax. I always thought of it as more of a prank drug or something. I sometimes browse a drug forum called tcc and they've got a like 100 page thread going about how everyone on the forum has had a ridiculous phenazepam blackout, and buying pianos on ebay. I've never tried it but apparently its not safe unless in a well measured liquid solution. Or you could eyeball it and end up in a 2 day crazy benzo blackout. If properly dosed its really long halflife does make it a good drug for depression/anxiety though. A low dose every other day would work well.
Happy blackouts!

 

lol word on that

 

Did anyone else notice that homegrown never posted his results? This does not look good...

Dude did you srsly totally forget ? i wanted to know.

 

Sounds horrible. Could you please tell more about dosage and such.

A trip report would be great...if you have some memory of it.

 

Results? Results of what? did 6mg last night, nights before i went crazy with around 17mg or so. not sure what the big fus is with everyone sayin they blacked out or their day was ruined, i blacked out in a sense, but had a fine time.

 

Ah i see. I just wanted to know how it went. sounds like everyone is making a big deal about a few people who dont know how to handle the product.

One thing i was wondering about is the Potency of this substance. is it comparable to xanax, klonopin, or valium? cause most of the benzos seem to be about the same activity to weight ratio.

But you say that you did 6mg last night, whereas if i were to take 6mg of xanax i wouldnt know where the **** i was.
Is it because you built a tolerance? or is that an average dose?

 

well about 30 minutes after i dosed i awoke 3 hours later on my living room floor, after that i went to the bedroom and slept the rest of the night (i dosed around midnight). after that it felt real mellow, to me taking it is just like taking a really stretched out xanax, with the strength of the effects being about 1/5 or 1/10 that of taking a full bar. shit seems to keep me feelin it for two to three days sometimes, in the high high doses. im about to take another 10mg right now actually. cheers.

 

having little experience with benzos, this statement doesn't make sense to me

 

to sum up benzos:

1) imma get so high!....wakes up then next morning

2) valium makes me drunkerer

3) xanax blackouts make go into a manic depressive slur of bad ideas. [destroying a pumpkin in front of some house around thanksgiving, then feeling bad about it and putting money in their mailbox, jumping out of moving vehicals ect....but only xanax]

4) they make my anxiety go away...i take them as directed.

5) xanax bars do absolutuly nothing to me, but i still tell my shrink they help so i can trade them for other things.



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