I was at my local park with my gf and a good friend of mine. It was approximately twenty-five or thirty-five minutes into our roll. Our come up was individually taken instead of talking our way through the next level. I noticed that I was having trouble ascending, to rise, to forgive, to love. We were sitting in an unconnected circle next to a few trees. I could feel that something dark/my ego was strictly teaching me that I was not to leave. My body was a hole. My friends could feel that my space was heavy, my palms had a magnetic weight, it was surging down the base of my body. I knew that my self created this thought-form, so I went left the circle to embrace this sensation. Spread across the floor I looked towards the sky and struggled to breathe naturally for about three minutes. Soon after my girlfriend came over to get me, she gave me advice that I was thinking to much of what I was in. We walked back to the spot were we first anchored at, my friend was standing near a tree he was also having trouble. We walked up to him and requested him to sit with us while asking him what was wrong. He said I feel so lonely. I realized that I was passing on this 'habit energy' within our group. I told him let me take it, I opened my hands in a cycling motion towards him and began to feel this weird heaviness. I kept absorbing it with a sense that something was trying to teach me that I didn't deserve this feeling so easily. My friend quickly started to feel good again, he smiled at me and said that's enough..I confidently told my friends that I could handle this. So I got up and rediscovered stuff that was left unfinished. Gradually my feelings of acceptance slowly came back. After that we peacefully enjoyed the whole day. I've never done this energy in-take and out-take. This is so new to me, I never knew that this was possible. Has anyone ever felt this kind of weight feeling?? I really want to know more of this, so can anyone break on this?? Thanks..
Okay I'll see how that goes. Personally, how do you direct this energy? Do you put your hands on the floor while in a posture?Also this energy was more like a negative feeling, it was strong, I think it was a entity displaying its strength...I hardly ever feel this type of intense energy, now by experiencing this I can compare how weak my abilities are. Do you think this sample of energy is useful?
Also does anyone feel all sorts of currents when your rolling?? Not just the body high but actual currents? I would greatly want to hear of your stories when you were rolling or someone you know who felt these emissions
