I just had a pretty sad/fkin weird dream

So, I should have written this right when I woke up, but even then I forgot the first whole part of it.
Anyways, I was in some sort of situation where there was this little baby platypus that I was raising? Or being his/her friend? Anyways I think this platypus could speak english, and even had a personality or something.
Anyways, some shit happened I can't remember what, and then there was some sort of reason that i had to kill it can't remember why. (mabey it was evil i think) or mabey thats why it was so sad because I killed it for no reason. Anyways it was sad because I could feel the sadness in the dream as I was doing it. It just felt so real. Ok I will describe how I was killing it now it may be disturbing.
I grabbed its head/neck, and used all my strength to bend it's head pulling it back towards its back to crack its neck. (calling it it because I don't remember if it was a boy or a girl)
After putting all that effort, the platypus was still looking at me with a sad face and I think said something. So I went right back at it, and I think this time I twisted it a little bit to make sure I snapped it's neck off. Yeah.

 

oh my god! thats horrible!! atleast it was only a dream, but still, awwww how sad!!

 

I've had dreams where I'm murdering someone I love/care about and the feeling is really lucid and I'm like, "wtf am I doing this? Stop!" but I can't... heh..