Depersonalization

You do not trip the fuck out, you have a very light trip. I've played with DXM for a good few months on and off. In retrospect... I was just playing around.

When you're tripping the fuck out... it's not a game. lmao

 

no i tripped the fuck out... maybe you have a light trip when you eat 8 or even maybe 16... but i ate 32... ive had my fair share of hallucinogens and that was by far the worst... i couldnt walk talk or anything else... i couldnt see straight and i puked non stop for hours more like dry heaving... i took them early in the morning and by that night when i was with a group of friends and we were all smoking i couldnt understand what anyone was even saying... words were distorted... i couldnt even find the buttons on the first playstion to play tony hawk and i walked like a fuckin robot man... so dont tell me its a light trip because ive been through light trips... in fact i wouldnt even call it a trip it was just a full day of disorientation... but in no way shape or form a light trip... i couldnt function what so ever... it was the first and last time i would ever do that again because of that experience... had it been a light trip i would think about doing it again... ive been on this scene for 10 yrs... i know what i experienced

 

I've been to the 4th plateau on DXM. Pure powder form. You can eat all the drug store poison you want, no shit it's gonna fuck you up. It's poison.

I'm about to go to Ohio and put something in your coffee, and you will never make a posr about weed being too intense again.

Anyway, I digress. My point was weed isn't gonna make you feel crazy for no reason. You probably just noticed something about yourself you didn't like or want to look at.

I'm saying keep looking into it. Don't blame it on the weed and try to forget it, or it will just come back again later anyway.

 

i hope you dont think i was tryin to be a dick cause i wasnt... im just stating that was by far not a light trip... more, as you put it, poison... but like i said i was young and dumb and those days are long gone... but if your gonna put somethin in my coffee please make sure i wont feel like that again

 

It's cool. I wasn't trying to be a dick either, that's just my natural state unless I think you're pretty.

 

Well now that I know what being (mostly) stripped away from reality feels like, for the people who have felt this when smoking/eating weed, how does that feeling compare to shrooms or salvia? I'm not even gonna ask about acid...

 

Everything's constantly different.

 

ok?

 

I got the feeling sometimes when I smoked (not anymore though), and one day after a DXM trip... but it kinda faded away... took about two years though! Not to say yours is the same way- if you're feeling better by the day then that's a really good sign.

Interestingly enough, weed has given me more problems than acid and mushrooms have, as far as intense panic and discomfort. I get less anxiety on a really heavy acid trip or a mushroom trip than I've gotten from weed sometimes (not anymore though!).

 

You're not gonna get a better description that doesn't belong to somebody else. Trying to explain it to others any better than that is a waste of time, seeing it's such a personal thing.

 

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It still lingers a bit. I pretty much feel in reality but there is very slight perception distortion. It's getting better. I feel spacey. But this is 3 days after I smoked it. Is this normal? I hate this. I want to cry. I want to feel like I am engaged with my surroundings, and don't visually see or percieve anything differently. And of course I can't talk to an adult about this. If I don't feel 100% by Saturday, should I talk to somebody? I think I'll be fine by then but still… sorry I keep rambling but these past few days have been traumatic to me.

peace

 

I actually just started crying from relief. Thank you for that.

Now, I can't compare weed to acid, but I kind of had the same thing. when I started to get that common heart attack/panic feeling about 15 minutes after smoking, I told myself to calm the fuck down, and I did. I put my hands behind my head and leaned it back and did some yoga breathing, and I calmed down, and actually had a very pleasant experience when I was deeply getting into it. It wasn't until the next morning where I had to sit on a minibus for 45 minutes and had to walk and eat and talk, that I started to freak out. The out of body experience was much more relaxing than having a half out of body experince while doing things I typically thought were fun and relaxing

but maybe that's a given? XD

 

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it is the worst in the moning, I've noticed. but maybe tomorrow it will be better. I already have anxiety problems, so feeling like this is the last thing someone liek me needs. That's probably why I'm freaking so much. but it is all going well.

 

yeah its usually worse in the morning for me too

 

do eating brownies vs smoking have different effects... i havent ever ate brownies but i would like to just cause of the anxiety weed causes when i smoke anymore i thought that maybe brownies would be a little different

 

I heard that brownies are like, 3X stronger, because since you're digesting the THC, the liver converts thc into other, more potent chemicals. but not more harmful. I think it causes more psychedelic effects. I don't know if this is 100% true, i just read this the other day.

 

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so I officially felt 100% better today. glad that's over with.

Now, I remember when I was coming up to the peak, I'd say, five minutes after I smoked, I felt giggly, and my legs were heavy. You know, good things. I think I was slightly out of reality, but in a good way. So at that time I had less THC in my brain then say... in 20 minutes. if I just smoke less, will I get that giggly effect, or do you think I will get just the pull from reality, but just not as strong?

Obviously nobody knows for sure, it's my brain, but just from your own knowledge or experinces.

 

i think you should just quit talkin about it and do it... then report back... no offense