Hello to the loving people of this society This topic is a bit personal to me,so it's kinda complicated... well i always tend to distinguish my inner desires, from loving heart-based ones, to normal mind-based essential ones. For example the desires derived from my heart, are the ones which to make people smile, make people loved, and to be loved myself. Mind-based desires are tend to be based on ego, pride, for example looking cool in front of friends etc. I think you can get what i am saying now I always love to listen to my heart, i am delighted to follow it, even communicate with it.(kinda coming from the alchemist book by Pablo Coellho) However to be able to follow my heart, sometimes i need courage. for example today at the gym there were three nice girls, i wanted to just reach them and make them feel they're loved, something special i guess. But the courage wasn't there, i was functioning through my mind, using ego, pride, and mundane thoughts. So after wards i ended up doing nothing, so my heart felt i betrayed him, he was so upset, i couldn't help it but regret what I've done, even I went to my friend's party today, and whenever i wasn't occupied i would get this feeling of shame. I was just reflecting today if i could follow my heart all the way in my life, i would be the happiest boy in the world, and eventually could reach my dream. Well these are just my experiences with my lovely heart, what about you lot ? are you listening to them ?
To answer your question, I do listen to my heart. That's why I am such the hopeless romantic. I have restored your innocence. And now Sidney cannot shout at anyone
That is soo true, mostly the things which we feel (false feeling by Mr. Grumpy Brain) bad about , insecure or risky, are the ones which we'll find joy in the most.
