Ten years ago I had an interview at an advertising agency. The creative director asked me - what is your professional fantasy. Without thinking twice i said something about giving such a great presentation that would make the audience to clap their hands. Half a year ago i gave one of my last presentations, it was a review of digital marketing trends. People applauded and clapped their hands. At this moment I remembered the job intereview - my thought was - fuck i should have asked for something else. It felt tasteless, it did not make me feel any satisfaction. So, now trying to think about my next stepts, i will for sure carefully choose what i wish for. Happy weekend friends
Well one thing is for sure, you were taught a lesson, yes? Believe it or not your still young, and at an age where ya should finally start to realize your true path. Over my life time I have noticed around age 36, alot of men become restless, weather or not it is in marriage or work. As I have sd. before, it's about your true path. And it isnt about how you feel, or want. It is about becoming enlightened, to ascend. In these times where our world is being run into the ground by greedy evil people in power, we must always, in our actions show the love. To be a beacon of light. It's like in my favorite place to live in babylon, young people say to me" They are taking the recyclables and throwing them in the land fill anyway, why should I take the time to put the recyclables in the bin?" I tell them, "We only have control of our own actions, if you do it, Mother will know, God,Great Spirit whatever ya call it, will know." And our higher selves will know, thus further ascending. When I travel alone, I make sure my people know where I am heading, and about what time or date I should be there. I communicate either through libraries or places you can pay for time in emergencys. A calling card is essential. Although it eats alot of time to use a pay phone, if ya can find one. Truck stops always have pay phones in the states. And it helps to have contacts in areas you will be spending time. Jewish community centers are an invaluable source of help. You are smart, and I know you will figure it out. Welcome Home by the way! May your journeys be safe, and may you find your path sooner than later. Love & Light Blessings,