this is my dream i had last night and it's the 5th one about the same girl in the past two months. the dream well...is by far the weirdest. i'm walking to class and as i walk in, i notice her(my old friend) sitting in the class... just sitting in as if someone from class invitited her to sit in for the class. well she's sitting at the end of the aisle i sit, but by the wall. i sit in my seat next to my buddy and we start our 3d modeling work. a moment later my buddy has a problem with his 3d modeling program(3ds max) and the tool bars are all messed up, so instead of leaning over i get up and stand beside him to try to help him. while we're looking at the screen she said "why am i so stupid", i turn my head torwards her and look for a brief moment, then i turn back to the monitor. a few seconds later the tone of her voice changes as if she's starting to get upest and she said "...i don't get it". again i turn my head torward her for a few seconds, she puts her hand up against her mouth and i turn my head back torwards the monitor. the menus are still messed up, and before i can make an attempt to fix them she starts crying. while she's crying she saying "why am i so stupid", i turn my head torward her again and i just look at her for a few seconds..then without thinking about it i walk to her and pull out a chair out from under the table and sit down right next to her and i ask her is everything alright. she looks at me..then hugs me and starts crying on my shoulder, and i put my arms around her holding her tight. while i'm holding her tight trying to calm her down, still crying she said to me "where we're you?....why didn't you stay in contact?" all i said was "i'm sorry". she lets go of me and sits back, and with tears still in her eyes, she smiles at me. she gets up still teary eyed, she says "can i come by later?" and i say "alright, but i don't live in the same place. because when you left i left". "where do you live then?" she responds. then i respond by saying my current address. she smiles at me as she leaves the classroom. still sitting in the chair i look at my buddy and he's got a confused look on his face, as if he was thinking "what just happened?". i get up and sit back in my chair next to him and i look at my screen, then at my buddy and all i could do was smile(it's one of those smiles you make when you accomplish something) and he still had that puzzled look on his face. and i wake up.
what do you think you could have done or how you may of changed that would cause your friend to be upset? maybe your friend represents a side of you that is unhappy with yourself? maybe you are not comfortable with who youve become? if those dont make sense than you need to give us more information on your relationship with that old friend now or if your relationship is non existent than tell us about your relationship with that puzzled guy
that old friend in the dream, ironically enough, stopped talking to me the day i posted this dream for no reason what so ever. it's just amazing how someone you've been friends with your whole life can just stop talking to you just like that.
