salvia is so

Yes, check on the link I posted on the first page.

 

But yeah I don't like doing it with people that are not on salvia there vibes and laughs make me mad. There not laughing with me but at me. Notcool

 

last time i tried, my friend said that i stood up and he had to make me sit in the couch. it sounds strange, because at the moment i was only some walls and sidewalks since the start of my existence, and walls and sidewalks aren't supposed to stand up and walk, i guess. so i'm not tripping alone anymore, for the sake of security.

i felt a female energy once in a trip. in the next one, i turned into a spiritual bike in which my higher self was riding, with a female spirit in the back. in the other one, i felt two presences, male and female, and when the trip started to become scary, david gilmour's spirit (is he dead? lol) talked to me: "home, home again, it's good to be here when i can". "time" was playing, lol, this made all the trip feel so absolutely real... after then, i broke through for the first time, dozens of presences, people that i knew and were having fun of me when i discovered that i had no material existence. in the next one, everything was a living thing, every inanimated object, every molecule had a self of its own, like in old mickey mouse cartoons. in the next one, hundreds of presences, living a normal life on their shells, unaware of the reality behind that, while i was falling away from the shells and into nothingness. and in the last one, a superior god-like male presence was remembering me my real condiction of being walls and sidewalks, a condiction that i had forgotten because of the human ilusion i was living in.

so i don't know, at least with me there is a lot of variety in the presences, although they're so familiarly connected and are almost always trying to tell the same story. it doesn't appear to be only a "female thing" in my experience. it's more like a spiritual thing. the presences really feel like spirits. most of the time, i can't see or hear them, but they usually talk to me telepatically, and i know they're there even if they ignore me.