We all have our fantasies - after all, masturbation would be pretty dull most of the time without them, but can you remember any of your earliest ones from before you knew anything about what you were supposed to be fantasising about? Even before I knew anything about puberty I had a fair understanding about what sexual reproduction was all about, due to the fact that I had been raised in a family that bred pedigree rabbits for show & stud, so in many ways I guess I had a bit of a head start. However, by the time I discovered the joy of masturbation (age 11), I was still very much at the "Girls Are Soppy" stage so, for a while, masturbation was lacking in any sort of fantasy at all. After a year, or so, my views on girls hadn't changed much, but I was aware that this would probably change after a while & believed that before I started to go steady with anyone, I should be a bit more experienced. Now, for several years I had been running errands for an elderly maiden pensioner, who had never been married due to the fact that she had opted to spend her life nursing her bedridden mother. I was 13 by the time her mother passed on, and even though I knew the fantasy was totally unrealistic & bizarre (and quite possibly something that a few psychiatrists might have something to say about), I would fantasise that I would be able to confide my innermost thoughts to her, and that she would then introduce me to a course of 'lessons', so that I could get some experience, as well as getting her to lose her virginity as well, despite her being well into her 70s. Whenever I was around at her place I couldn't get the thought of the fantasy from my mind, secretly longing to turn it into a reality, but knowing full well that I would never have the nerve to ask - let alone be accepted.
Well i used to fantasize about my English teacher i was about 13 and she was pretty damn hot i thought. Can't think of anything earlier than that really.
