Your heart spins with that emotional twist A hormone dying, a subversive fist You long for that moment, our first kiss Deliberate, I somehow avoid our eternal bliss Words cannot come from my heart alone I carry my ugly past, dark, bleak, never known wrecked with this fear, pure mental guilt My sword long smashed toward it's hilt Like an endless sea in a human eye too deep to swim, too far to fly yet I have drowned before my time flown too far regretting my crime how could I ignore such a gorgeous endeavour And live in a wonderous existance - forever I am not afraid to drown or crash And it looks too far and forever rash you may reject or lead astray A broken sword is vain against such a play As i am stood where i am still Gazing into my intrigued thrill So many emotions left to show my thoughts are gone all too slow Why must I say this word of greed So many use it as a dirty seed My lack of words special for you Moments as this, non existant bar a few that is the reason I must sigh That word is a rouge merely a lie I wrote this a while ago when I was in a kinda dark place, I was really really p****d off about people telling other people the love them to try and get something out of them, Hope nobodyhas to go through this chain of though
