Met a girl, lived with a girl for 7 months, fell in love, we got disconnected, she fell out of love, then i fell out of love. Most amazing girl I have ever met in my entire life, and probably the best ill ever meet. But I know it was love, I know it. So now I'm loveless and feel this empty gap in my life. I hate to be "that guy bitchin about girl crap" but I'm hurting man. Just thinking about another guy being with her, my heart gets this sinking feeling and I wanna punch somebody. Then I go smoke myself retarded or drink beer until I spin and fall asleep somewhere. Thats not me, I never wanna hit people, I'm a peaceful guy. I don't even know who id hit. Women can drive men completely off the reservation. What I'm trying to say is I feel like love has stabbed me in the back, just when I put all of my faith in it. I don't want her to feel shitty though, one half of me knows that if she finds a person who really makes her happy then that SHOULD make me happy. But the other half of me, visually and obviously express jealousy and anger. That second one is completely immature and disrespectful I know, but I can't lie about feeling it. So should I just quit bitchin' and get on with life? I think so. I feel much better about having said all of that because I haven't said a thing about how I'm feeling to anyone in about 2 months and dam it feels good. Even if you people don't care, haha. Pot definitely helps though, definitely. So does beer.
join a gym and take boxing lessons. i bet you'll feel better after you punch somebody or get punched.
LSD could help you realize what is really important in life. It helped me when I was in a similar situation
i care many of us here do. it's good to let the feelings out.. glad you did here try not to judge your feelings, it's okay to have them. this happens with some relationships.. to deal with the jealousy and anger, maybe try to imagine your desire for her to be happy no matter what. that helped me move past one of my old relationships, because i cared a lot about him and really just want the best for people. also keep in mind that she may have been the best or seemed like the best one for you at the time, but there are so many unique people in the world and you will have opportunities to connect with others. you might be surprised at what you'll find you will feel love again
Sounds like you didn't actually fall out of love. But I completely understand where you're at bro. I was with mine for a year and a half till he just left one day. Shit happens, aye? It gets a little easier the less you think about it. That's just life. As typically as it sounds, you'll get over it.
What really happened was. I met her on here. We talked so much and found so much in common with each other that we decided to meet up so I moved there. I moved in and fell in total love. Then her friend shane moved in and things went down hill from there. This nice girl that I thought was just as mellow as I was, wanted to go to parties and get drunk a lot and wanted to experiment with reckless drugs which we couldn't honestly afford at the time. Pot was already worked into the budget, so I thought all was cool. But our now room mate started to make friends who did x a lot and I'm not particularly comfortable with that type of crap in a house which I was paying the majority for. Which by the way I was working 25-30 hours a week and putting every penny into our new life together. Stressing myself out like you wont believe Then things really got bad, she lost her job and it didn't look too good. But I held on, I knew things would pay off if we worked hard enough and developed a tolerance for setbacks. But then she slid on the ice, and crashed her car into a light pole in late december. The car was totaled and we had no way around. So I started to walk to work everyday. She still couldn't find a job and I couldn't support her and I any longer. Not to mention the fact that the "room mate" wasn't hardly paying anything. So I decided to go back with my parents and I left with the confidence that she could go back to her parents. I told her that even though we can still be together and love each other, living together is something that must come with preparation and lots of early decision making which we recklessly didn't for-see or care to take care of. So we would have to wait for awhile but she seemed to understand and be with me. Then I get home and we talk for a few weeks, I'm still totally into her and ready to work towards US again. But one day I went to call her and she never called me back. I called many times after, but not a response. She appeared to be done with me, and it made me very sad. But she called me back and appeared to want to give it another chance, which woke me up out of my alcoholic stupor and made me smile again. Then she backed out and started dating someone else that she met here on hip. I told her please don't, you cant trust him. But she did it anyways, and VERY soon after she moves in with him to California. I gave up. Got arrested, did 1/2 month in jail, found another girl who really cares about me and did what I thought was moving on. (Right after I posted this thread) Then a week ago or so, she calls me and tells me that he went crazy. That he tried to hit her and that she left him a month ago, left him in his sleep. Well I guess some things in life aren't meant to be. But that's a hard fact to accept, for me anyways.
