what do you think of the drugs you have taken through the years?

I am 42 now people and I had my first experience of drugs at school. my mate had bought in some puff and handed it to me in the loo. Well I couldn’t say no so had a few toks. When I sat in my next class I had the feeling that I had to put my head down and when I did I had to bring my head up really quickly. I immediately felt sick and asked to be excised. However they used to lock to loos to stop us smoking in them so I threw up in the hall way. The teacher must have known because my mother asked me if I had taken anything on the way home!! I didn’t touch drugs after that until a few years later when a mate of mine got me back into puff. We just used to giggle a lot.
I then got into beetles (the old original ones!) and went to a bug jam I was a heavy smoker by then so didn’t take the E's that were readily being offered around the place. I now wish I had bitten his right arm of for one. Six months later my current boyfriend got hold of a couple of E's after we heard some great stories of other peoples experiences. I must admit I did have a panic attack after that first one as the rush was out of this world and I had never been really high before. However, that first bad experience didn’t put me of and the following week we had bought a couple more. After chatting for a few hours and telling each other how much we loved the other. We had sex for hours. Well after that it was a regular weekly occurrence because we would just have the most amazing sex. I only went clubbing on them once and that once a bloke came up to me and told me I was off my face. You find that your eyes dart quickly from side to side on those things so you cant get away with it in public. After that I was too paranoid to club on them again.
I also had a few fantastic trips on E's for example:-

I was having a dirty night with my partner and we had just taken an E each After about two hours I could swear that a picture on the wall was a TV. People were moving and going about their business. I was completely transfixed but not scared.
Then when my partner called me over I started poking his face. When he asked me why I told him it was because I could see his cells in his face and I wondered if by touching them they would move. But they didn’t. This was about 11 years ago when E's were really trippy. Not sure what their like now a days as I don’t know anyone who can get hold of them any more. I have had some of the best times on E's. But all good things come to an end. E's have the ability to open your mind and as long as you remember what you have just taken and know that it will wear off they can be very enlightening.. I have had similar experiences on E when they first came out in the early 80's. Then after a few years they started mixing other stuff in with it and they were never the same. I have also seen some of the most amazing colour patterns which if your stared at for a while they moved in an amazing spiral and if you looked down the floor moved a lot.

I also tried Speed and other than being a bit chatty and n ot being able to sleep I wasn’t to impressed.

I was given one acid tab and my partner went out with his mates we agreed to split the acid between us when he got home that night. However, when he rolled in he was as pissed as a fart. I still insisted he take the acid but after that he crawled into bed and I thought had gone to sleep. Not sure how long I was laying there but I came over really Horney and then said in my head to my partner "tell me you love me, tell me you love me now" Every time I thought this he stirred until he eventually told me that he loved me. I asked him if he heard me and he said yes he told me he loved me to stop me asking him to say it. Then we had the bed sex ever for hours.. I haven’t been able to get hold of this stiff again, but they say no two trips are the same. Do not take this stuff if you don’t have complete control of your thoughts and make sure you have someone else with you to help ground you.

After that I tried Coke In the Late 80' s early 90's the stuff you got hold of was pretty good and your face would numb. Coke is in my opinion is a very mild buzz and if you cannot get hold of any good stuff then it can be a real waste of money. Plus you never know what it has been cut with and that can be dangerous. I found coke made me chatty but it didn’t help with the bedroom and that is the only reason I really take any drugs now a days.

Then one day I saw on the news this drug called meow. It was legal but people were dieing of it. However, when you looked closely those people has taken a cocktail of drugs and this was infact what killed them. Well I couldn’t help myself and had to go on line and buy 5 grams before it became illegal. I just had to see what all the fuss was about.

When it arrived my other half couldn’t help himself and took a really big line. He then jumped up and down for half hour because it stung so much, Looked and me and said "nice buzz" I just wet my finger and dabbed and err it tasted horrid. However when it kicked in. Wow what a great high, better than coke, not better than E because you don’t rush but it was great. We chatted for ages and ages, and I ended up chatting to my next door neighbour for ages, bless I bet she wondered what the hell I was going on about. Now this stuff is illegal I bought the so called replacement NRG2 This gives a slight buzz but it's not worth it really as you have to take about four times the amount of meow to get even the slightest buzz.

I am now waiting the next legal high and if it's good I will get loads so I don’t run out.

The main thing I have learnt from all my binges on these drugs is to be able to walk away from them because if you cant then the addition starts and that’s not a nice place to go. Once you have a great high it's so difficult to repeat it, so don’t try to. ~Whoever reads this please don’t do drugs unless you know you can give it up. Always suffer the hang over so you know not to do it for a while. Some of these drugs will make you suffer for days afterwards. Please remember this, but remember to have fun enjoy them while you can. just don’t over do it...xx:coffee: phew