i dont like being mad..

ya'll know this.
I remind myself of my mother.

Also, as a stoner, its just not in my nature anymore.
but man, i tore Jas a new asshole.


I came home today from running bud all around town all week.

Since we are still trying to get the house thogether after moving, we just had the baby's room to organize.

my sister asked me to help her.

I go to clear out a table i have in there, and i find a huge burn mark on the top. the only other person in this house that burns incense besides me is her.
i even gave her my old i burner, just for this reason.
she didnt even have the balls to tell me.
i was even nice enough, even though im still pissed at her for stealing my weed and caps from me, to bring her home a stuffed monkey her grandma gave her when she was a kid, since she still had a severe emotional attachment to it.
well, when i saw the burn mark, i tore the monkey up. i tore his head off and tore the seam down its back so all the stuffing fell out, then i made her clean it up.
she came in the room 'to see what we were doing to her stuff' and i told her to get the fuck out of my face, after she didnt listen, i shoved her to the floor and told her to get the fuck out of my face again and slammed the door.
i put all her shit in the corner of the room behind her trashy ass dresser in trash bags.
i told her if i see any of her clothes on the floor i was gonna rip her clothes up and burn em since theyre on the floor, it must be trash.anything i see on the floor is trash to me, including her and her shit.

i told her that if she didnt respect me or my shit, i wasnt gonna do it for her. I made the bed she used to sleep in, since it looked like a mess because apparently she cant even make a fuckin bed.

i told her the reason why she isnt a day-time stripper since she didnt have the looks to work the night shift, and she wasnt a meth junkie was because at one point i loved her and cared about what she did with her life, and now i wouldnt throw my bong water on her if i saw her on fire.

 

That wasn't cool to do that to her monkey. I'm sure you're mad, but it was just a table... if you burned incense and weed, maybe you would have ended up burning it at some point? No need for such aggressive actions to be taken when I'm sure it was an accident.

 

What do drugs have to do with one of the simplest of human emotions!?

 

sounds a little extreme to me too.

 

its not about the table. she didnt even have the balls to come tell me, 'hey, sorry, i burned your table'. she didnt even care enough to wipe the ashes off the table, or tried to clean she charred shit off.
yall just dont understand, not only did she ruin my shit, it an old table i paid 300 bucks for because i wanted to give it to my kids or my niece one day. its an heirloom piece. its not just any old table i use to roll my weed or or eat off of.

she stole from me on several occasions and doesnt do shit around here. shes a self entitled little bitch and someone needs to tell her whats up. she didnt even give a shit when i asked why she didnt tell me or try to clean it up.
if she doesnt respect my shit, why should i respect hers?
she has nothing else she cares about. i had to get her where it hurt.

 

i am a very angry person. at least i was before i strarted smoking weed.
Severely angry. it was me against the world.
i am much more happy now. until snotty little bitches think they can fuck my shit up.
she was already on thin ice.

i try to be chill. i succeed most of the time.

 

i think it's a little extreme to be this angry because of the table.

if you are angry with her about other things, you need to address those issues too...instead of just blowing up about a table. because really, it's only a table.

maybe you should tell her what's up instead of getting violently upset.

 

Purp is right. What is of more value, you hurt that girl when she made a mistake. Maybe she didn't understand the table's value. Her leaving the ash on the table isn't a big deal, she had just used it (and I never, personally, clean my incense area). And her not telling you about doesn't matter either. She could have run to you right away, but it had already happened, there was nothing you could do about it, so why bother? And if she didn't understand that value of the table, why would she think it a big deal to run and tell you?

You saying you were always angry before pot, this may be a reflection of your personality: you act impulsively and with anger and may suffer from some form of depression.

 

what she did wasn't cool but thats a little too harsh man. what did the monkey ever do to you

 

oh shit dude! i understand why you are so angry things around your house have been drama filled man... shit happens though you know? calm down and chiiill!

and omg you ripped up her monkey? she was obsessed with that thing

 

i felt bad about the monkey, but she had it coming man.
i do not have depression, that is something i dont believe in. im not gonna get into why i was so angry, but she deserved it.

 

You shoved her to the floor? That is assault.

That something you value is damaged or destroyed is not acceptable but to willfully damage as retribution is not any more acceptable. It does not give you the right to physically touch another person.

I have no clue what is going on in your home and I do not want to know.

You are out of control and need to then either remove you until you can deal with it or ask her to leave.

Something bad is going to happen otherwise and that is not good for anyone.

For the sake of everyone involved find a solution before it happens.

 

How would you people feel if someone stole your weed? Then you confronted them about it and they promised they wouldn't do it again, and they did it again anyway?

I mean, Hilder was already getting Jas stoned EVERYDAY, and Jas still felt the need to steal weed from her, on multiple occasions. I like Jas, but fuck that shit.

I think the table incident was just the straw that broke the camel's back, but everything else by itself is worth being this pissed off about, imo.

 

Daaaamn girl! I'm glad you finally told her.. I knew you were sick of that shit for a long ass time. I think you need to kick her out or something.. really. She doesn't need to be putting her problems on you and making you angry. I'm sorry about your table, and I'm sorry it had to resort to violence.. eeek. But anyways, I can't believe she would steal from you when you are the one that took her in.

 

the fucking monkey is fixed. i knew it was gonna get fixed, thats why i didnt take a knife to it or scissors. i tore the seams to drive a point home. that being that its not cool when someone destroys your shit. we put more stuffing in the damn thing.

some paint and sanding will get the table fixed, even though the gouge will never go away.

Brian is right, it was what finally put me over the edge.
even through all her stealing and shit, i kept my mouth shut and my hands to myself.
I shoved her because she wouldnt leave after i told her to get the fuck out of my face because i wanted to break her fucking teeth in, and if she didnt leave, i was gonna. if we're gonna get into shit like shoving being violence, then she stole about 80 bucks from me plus ruining my $300 table.

I tried to reason with her about her stealing like an adult, but apparently she didnt get the lesson that you respect others and their property.

 

yeah Hilda I understand, i don't see why peolpe are saying crazy things in this thread towards you, fuck them too lol.

 

Sometimes i just wanna destroy stuff.

 

Have you talked to her since then? What's going on now?

 

no need to have to explain yourself hilder.

you just need to talk to her about it all

 

she's asking for an ass stomping, is what.
and if she continues, she's gonna get it.

Through rough housing ive showed her my strenght. Ive shoved her in the washer, or tried, but her ass wouldnt fit. next time i told her i would stuff her in the dryer and we were gonna re-enact her birth. lol
Ive also stuffed her in a footlocker.
she knows i hit like a man.