so im going insanw lol like were all not but anyways im so tempted to run away across the country right now i have so much craziness going on i wanted to vent and wine to the computer cuz it makes me feel better.....i lost my job and still have yet to find another i keep applying but no luck so far im going to run out of money soon and have to rely on family to help me which i hate doing i want to be able to support myslef and pay for everything i need i mean thats why im in school right.....i know that when i get out ill be able to find an ok paying job......and i cant seem to meet any friends here ive lived in the area since august and have met a few people but they either moved or for some reason we never hear from eachother....the worst part i need to wine about it there is this guy i guess were just friends but more if people get the jist anyways he drives me crazy neither of us want anything serious or anything we just wnat to be friends but hes still hung up on his ex i think and thats just weird we may not be together but dont text the whole time were together...he makes me feel worthless sometimes i know im not i know i deserve better but i also know if he can get over this girl one day when were ready we can be something but i dont know how to explain to him how he makes me feel ive tried and well i feel like one min hes happy and where chilling then the next hes all weird and off texting he says he wants to be "friends" but i dont know how long i can take him acting like this....he like the only person around here i have to hang out with too and i love our friendship and most of the time its good but some days he just makes me feel like crying .......................well that feels better to vent i know there will be more
yeah, it sure is. i've written my share of shitty post when, i was in a foul mood also. i don't think anyone us here, have not, done that from time to time. it would also help a great deal, if the op is not drunk or, whatever. that is, if they were stoned on something at the time when they wrote that monster of a post above. well, i'm off to give my rant/whine here, in the whiners sub-forum as well. hey, op, please check back in and, let us know your ok now.
lol i totally forgot i posted this actually . i actually moved across country from TN to CA the next month to stay with my sister that has now fell through and im staying from place to place in the area trying to go to school and get a job and permanent place, other then my car but this is life...wow i must have done some heavy drinking before that one lol peace to everyone, hope your day is beautiful
