I just wanted to have a vent confession. You know secretly i do not appreciate how my life has been going i do not like how during the supposed best time of my life i was put in a compromising situation. I am really upset about how I have become disadvantaged. I hate gaining weight my big ass thighs and hips and i hate that i literally dont have a leg of my own to stand on i miss wearin sexy high heeled shoes, getting pedicures etc its a true bummer. I kind of hate my whole entire life. Is there anyone who just hate how their life has turned out so far....!!!!!
Yeah actually I did about a month ago, and even made a post on here to sayin' it. But then I thought about it and said to myself..."well I'm gonna have to do something about it if I want to be happy and I did" I'm still not completely there yet but today I got a job and shit that was number 1 on my list. Shit will get better and then get worse and maybe even worse but that is how life goes...it sucks sometimes but for the most part, it kicks ass. Keep your head up.
I hated how my life was going for a long time - a few years. For two or three years about the only thing that I found real pleasure in was drinking. Then my drinking started causing problems...and I realized the drinking was a way of avoiding the problems instead of confronting them and dealing with them in my mind...so I laid off the vodka and started drinking beer instead. And I confronted the pain, and started doing some positive things - little things, but they started adding up. And things got better for me. Slowly...but surely. I think it would be really hard to be in your situation. You NEED to mourn for your loss...and eventually accept the situation and move on...and start asking yourself questions like: What can I do with what I have? Can I lose weight? Can I improve my appearance and abilities in some way? Here is a question for you, tlove: Are you confined to a wheelchair, or do you have prosthetic legs you can walk on?
Yes, i am curious about this case. It perhaps might teach me something I'm missing, I doubt it, but the interest remains none the less. And I won't faithfully stick to the notion you are of no help either, On the contrary, I would like to know that you succeeded. In having said that, because of my cynicism, hearing it did from you means nothing to me. Only May-queen can really answer my question, not that I have any right to know, nor she any obligation to tell me.
Never not been content with my life so not much help there...its a lot easier to feel sorry for yourself than it is to actually do something about it though, I can relate to that. Just a matter of working up the motivation to do it.
