A date with lucy at the Park

Mmm 3 hits of some beautiful lucy at the park, some of the strongest cid I ever done. I feel as I know her way better then before, so many new question to ask, new aspects to dive into, invigorating!

I started off by taking her on a small cliff above a beautiful flowing stream. I smoked a few bowl packs of weed and hash, and gazed off into the distance, penetrating awareness through the woods. Quickly things began to shift, and I knew I had to find safe grounds.

I take a short drive to the other side of the park. Down a hill there is a beautiful little stream, a 5 foot water fall into a pond, and a clay wall you can climb. This was my home for the next 6 hours.

I lay on the ledge next to the waterfall, just relaxing as deeply as possible, doing absolutely nothing but being. Things begin to get trippy fast, the kaleidoscope of leaves and branches swept over my eyes. My mind began moving at light speed until it wasn't solid anymore. All the tubes in my head felt like they were running with pure energy.

I let myself become filled with energy, and I saw a bright white ball behind my eyes, pulsating and radiating energy. Then death. I let go, and this extremely large vortex opened up, and this sound like a giant vacuum wind tunnel, vvvoooooomvooooomvooomm.

I felt released from the body, free flowing information, flowing in some nonlocal energy circuit. Seamlessly flowing through all the dynamic constructs of this greatly less limited mind. After this experience came I felt totally rebooted.

I jumped off the ledge into the water, symbolizing the jump from the ego into oneness. The true let go. I sat on the shore under the ledge with my feet in the water making a beat, my body gathering energy. This phenomenon was happening on its own though, I wasn't actually doing it. Revelation after revelation came, my leg got faster and faster, til it was on rapid fire!

Soon I was sucking the energy out of the air like it was a balloon of nitrous oxide. Suck suck, awwwhwhwaaa, bursting into ecstasy! I put my head down to my bouncing leg and I heard everything bouncing with me, like the core of the earth was a giant rave, and all they were playing is the bassiest dubstep possible, waaaawwaaaawwwaaaaaa.

I looked like a mad man, but everything came together. The individual soul became in tune with the over soul. The Father, the son, and the holy spirt. The mother, father and the witness. ZEN! It was the total balance of all energys. I enjoyed the world as Krishna, Christ, and Buddha enjoyed the world. As god enjoys the world. For I and the world we're one, and completely alone. There was no other at that moment, all was self.

I stayed in this state for awhile, completely natural, just a witness to the natural order of things, to all the layers of it all. In total absorption with here and now, with such fresh wondering eyes, exactly like a child's! I saw spiderwebs made in spheres with interdimensional web inside of it, everything had an aura to it.

The word zen kept popping in my head, and the state followed. I started doing some tai chi, I looked like a taoist monk, I could feel the energy so well my body was actually being moved by it. Gracefully I gatherd a white ball in my hand and shot it across the pond. I watched as multicolored ripples of peace flowed through everything.

Right in this act of tai chi, a girl comes down to the waterfall. At first I thought it was a stranger, I was competlely out of mind, and no state to make small talk. I tried walking away, but then I heard my name be called. I realized it was my good friend, she had just got off work and come to see me.

I climbed up to see her and gave her a big hug, I was so happy, filled with positive vibrations. We ended sitting there til I could get my thoughts together. We packed a bowl and sat on the ledge as I tried to explain the events that just happened.

She seemed unusually interested in what I had the say, we we're talking and some of the stuff became so real a realization, that I began to ball out crying. That feeling of peace was so strong, that even her thoughts of doing dropped. She suddenly became very relaxed and silent, there was a fresh breath of joy between us.

After a lot of talking, sitting, and little more swimming we went home. We ended up smoking bongs and gravs, and I got a bunch of great visuals and deep insights through the night.

One special mirror meditation let my know more the power of Christ. I called into my heart his divine spirit, my inner eye filled with light, in front of the mirror Christ formed around me, then a flood of holy light came from inside. This is the wonder feeling, no words to express.

Prepare to paint the world!

 

true happiness

 

Jesus just loves people on drugs

 

What else I would like to say about this is, suddenly when you drop the mind, you go beyond mind, and once this is achieved you suddenly become the master. Suddenly you are the whole again, and the whole world is dancing in and from you.