Over the years, my evils have wracked up, and I feel that it is time to finally voice them, as this is the only way I feel that I can continue into the life of freedom I have seeked. First, I'd like to say hello, and second, I'd like to confess for my thoughts. Every day, atleast one impure thought crosses my mind. From fucking the Shampoo commercial girl in the ass against her will, to killing millions of innocent beings, I have committed thought crimes that I have had second thoughts against having committed. I have thought of how to plot out a sexual assault, I have thought about murders, and I have thought about overall cruelty. I have also thought about all at one time, torture, rape, and killing needlessly. This sin I repent. Next is my sin of greed, gluttony, and Pride. I believed that I was the ultimate, and that all was mine for the taking. I took what I didn't need, left behind by others, but that was reasonable. But I stole from my friends, and that was not. Money as well. I have eaten to where I could no longer eat, and I have feared becoming fat as well. I have sickened myself with gluttony and I feel that my following of that sin is still strong, but be it so. The third, is pride, in masturbation. Weekly, I masturbated, each time into a piece of leather furnature. I gradually envisioned more, and when I tired of it, I saw the results. I sickened myself, and in disgust of what I was, I decided it was time for a change. I also killed three, no, more than four innocent animals with no need to it at all. First a rabbit, just for fun and a shot with a bow and arrow, I killed one of natures beings. I beat to death an innocent wood-rat with a stick, laughing as I did so. I tortured small mice and voles by placing ice ontop of them, and then crushing them. At a young age, I murdered the innocent beings. And finally, I murdered a Possom without cause, beating it to death like a maniac and using a snow shovel to do the deed. Now, I seek enlightenment. I wish to reverse my crimes but I cannot. I will change. :ssmokeit:
The thought crimes you speak of are normal male adolescent fantasies and will fade in time. If these thoughts continue into adulthood you may begin to act upon them depending on your degree of isolation. Stealing money from friends or family to support a habit can be overcome; but if you’re stealing money just for the fun of it then I recommend you see a therapist. Killing small animals as a child is a perfectly normal way to explore the death experience as long as you stop by late adolescence. By that time you should have a better appreciation and understanding for the moral and ethical treatment of animals Hotwater
