There's some pretty gnarly looking dildos out these days. Just tell your missus you want to be ass fucked.
I purchased a nice dildo, introduced it to my wife, and then she fucked the hell out of me with it. I was actually surprised at how well she took to it. Turns out it is a turn on for her, so we've spent the last week doing very wild things
as far as wanting to have sex bj's or whatever if you crave it the craving will not go away. I had the same situation I didn't want to cheat on my girlfriend but wanted to suck some cock and gay porn did work for a little while but not long. The only thing that really satisfied my craving is to actually do it. I have never cheated on my girl with another girl Ever hear the phrase what happens at camp vacation or whatever stays there Thats the way myself and my friend look at it.
