I was reluctant to post on this website again because of some people from the stoners lounge being discouraging but I will share some of myself with yall. so here is my Open Ended Circle Come see the glowing red sun Set high in the sky Bright streams of flowing light Shine through the clouds and glow The glow of happiness As long as I see you Beautiful sky nothing can hold me down Seeing you and your many colors Ecstatic vibrant alive The light of love Resting so high above me You fill my vision You fill my mind You are my dreams You are my sky Together we sit In our majestic daylight scene Silhouetted by the sweet love Between the moon and the deep blue sea Cascading down into a bottomless pool Of mans tears and vivid fears The wishing well extends to a vast valley Covered with silky smooth grass So warm to the touch Laying back covering my body with Natural security In the center of the valley rooted deep Is a great weeping willow Its mighty branches sway for all eternity For out of its weep the wind blows Blows forever and always The tree of humanity Our wants and needs float in the air Swirling around the tree they emulsify With Mother Natures deep imbuned plan The wind is us The wind is free Scattered across the landscape boulders rest Covered in ancient enchanted purple lichen The boulders of the races that seas’ to exist The lies of mankind sit un-thwarted In the stones great unified solemn waiting Our unanswered questions Our days of despiar Brief moments of triumf Sit stone cold still in this vast valley One day truth will fill our valley And the winds of change will blow Rushing past the worlds problems and Into our hearts and souls Until then enduring on we will Follow the path with the Wind always at our backs
while im at it. this one is called Almost Within If I’m not lost in a cloud of smoke I’m lost in a cloud of reality When it hurts it screams It blinds your eyes and steals your dreams What’s wrong they bleat? I admire my feet Everything and nothing id say I close my eyes and imagine a day Without regret, no pieces set An easygoing fluid scheme Gliding gently down the main stream A brick in the wall You know one you know them all Smoke in the air Choke in your heart That was the plan right Right from the start
actully one more that i think everyone should do a version of.... Before i die Before i die i need to know what its like to not be alone, to understand what is meant by home sweet home. Its difficult unable to communicate freely, 18 years old with nothing real to feel apart of my skin. Pretending to be cluessless so others can enjoy, thoughts of giving up before i give life a chance to begin. Doing something stupid or saying something diffrent, getting mad at me beacuse i cant keep up. Its not a race when we all end in the same place. Before i die i need to be wanted as much as i want to be needed. A connection to soak up comfortable nutrients, a group to be on the same page with. To be strong enough to wait for this to pass or that to happen.To see big enough not to hate. whos to blame? im just a fraction of an adult hopless for now it never my fault. before i die i need a friend i dont have to consider. ill let myself scream and shout to forge my unique path through all doubt. to let conviction take a hold, just be me fuck what im told. togather not forever just be my friend now, im sure i can make it up some way, some how. before i die wont you make me feel human, give me a hug, cry with me deep in love. See through my eyes or walk in my shoes, everyones got problems what about you? before i die i wann know who im trying to be, who i am, and why i want to be. i dream of what i dont know and want what i cant have. With my teenage eys i see endless uncertinity, no idea what im doing or where im going. all i know is failure and from these failures comes knowledge and with knowledge comes power and with power responsibility and what we do with this responsibility is what makes us who we are.
called " Dear Tom" and its not in poem form I am but a shadow of a person chasing happy moments to imbrace with love. You are full of evil tricks and false hopes of promise that i pass my time waiting for. i think your what i want, i wish you were what i need. My blood runs hot with the complete uncertinity you bistoued upon me with this guessing game that is our friendship thus far. i take your stone words and engrave them in my eternal diamond heart, rack my brain to give a guess as to why your ok to give me such distress. wont you for better or worse set my straight and put me to rest dear friend of only, with you i spend my time much too lonely. i shed a tear that you blow dry in a puff of smoke. my chest constricts, my pressure rises, my brain is over loaded with emotion. your clueless habit cannot be ignored for as long as i choose to live
this one is called. 6 billion souls are not worth that whitch eternity will meet. did you ever want something you couldnt have or dream of something you didnt really know 100 years cannont grasp what 5000 have field to achieve life is only what you believe time will win when signifigance has faultered live to learn from your mistakes a bright sunrise is all it takes to be on your way again gently aging those incontroll live above lifes tidious ongoings dragging toll as blood and bones fade away but a diamonds actions in a world fit for a square brighten with unabletainable delight that could turn tonight on its side
