Tell me who i am can you see deeper then my lack of aesthetics? will you look for the beauty within? im not perfect! real beauty is in the imperfections ...and I give it my very best my heart is aflame with passion in my mind i never get to rest chasing after thoughts of you running from the rest clouded judgement ive had my shot it was hit and miss i fucked up no chance to fix it ...my love ricochet back disorientation of sences a aching feeling in my upper left chest my heart isnt broken just bruised and missing a peice in the shape of you i tryed filling it with everthing i could from rubber cement, to chewing gum then for good measure i tryed to patch it with some nails and wood i tryed and tryed but never could. and thats ok ...because u cant quick fix matters of the heart you gotta take it day by day sometimes u have to restart whatever it is you choose to do dont rush, be patient, and most important dont forget to be you....
so what do you all think? i know its nothing really special or really have much flow to it.i was just having a hard night trying to sleep and my mind was being floded with just shite. so i figured id write it down and get it out of my head
