Diary of my first psychadelic

well just had some heavenly blue morning glorys 150 seeds (first time) thought it would be cool to keep a thread diary kinda thing to tell you all what im feeling etc

I took them about 20 mins ago, so just the boring waiting period just now, im not feeling sick, im in a good mood, quite relaxed, listning to music, so far so good, anticipation is the only thing i feel just now, im hoping an hour from now i should be beginning to feel something.

I still kinda have a feeling that there not gonna be all there hyped up to be, but i have read not to underestimate them, so anyway i'll keep this thread updated as and when i start feeling any effects

 

ok dont know if this is any effects or just the placebo effect but im feeling giggly as hell just now, infact i need a cigarette but i dont want to go downstairs because i cant wipe this smile of my face lol

 

Usually they kick in good 2-3 hours later, but everyone's different Have fun!

 

well thats been about an hour and a half since when i took them, feeling good just now very relaxed, felt a bit weird 10 mins ago but nothing spactacular, everything i look at just now seems much more interesting than usual, my vision seems to be a bit funny like when i look at one thing to another theres a slight blur inbetween the times i focus but when i do focus on something it seems alot clearer than usual...other than that no any weird shit yet

 

ok its 8.45 i cant calculate how long its been since i first took them but so far im loving these things, food is tasting really great like its enhanced or something and the words on the computer screen look all funny and im laughing but dont know what it, everything just feels great, no sicky feeling at all, when i went to the toilet it looked like the water in the bowl was rising up lol

 

you should eat more... your already over the edgy feeling come on.. This is when you can stack LSA.. eat some grainy foods with some honey or something, drink some teas, eat more seeds ... youll see..

 

yeh good idea man i was just gonna try this again tomorow but right now just seems perfect, gonna chew them right now infact

 

Yeah, eat more, 150 is quite a small dose, especially if it's extracted. Don't overdo it either. Last time I had 600 raw seeds I was talking to gods and it was way too intense! Lol

 

im up to 250 just now, gonna do another 100 and see what thats like, because i just feel better on these things, though it seems to come on in waves like 20 minutes comfortableness then 20 minutes of weird patterns and colours seem to get mixed up, they seem progressive to me, like theres a surprise for every minute of the day lol yeh sounds fucked but its cool

 

You should be going into peak very soon, I suggest you turn off the lights and put on some meditative music, it could launch you into true mystical experience!

 

wow just tryed to watch tv there but my visions completely messed just now, colours are amazing, faces on the tv r just absolutely distorted, i can see trafic from my window and in the dark its just amazing, theres nothing i can look at the will stay stationary lol amazing

 

this is much more stronger than what i ever could imagined these things

 

been getting like waves of being scared followed by feelings of being very relaxed and weird sinking into my bed, dont know if i like it or not to be honest

 

just had a great experience there like i was at complete peace and got a glimpse of what its like to have unconditional love for everybody around you

 

amother thing i thought id jot down before i forget is that i seem to have a sense of there not being any gods but something far more better and complex than what we could ever imagine as human beings and feel that its something like a universal conscious that is the whole meaning of everything.......now ive lost it lol i havent got a clue what im talking about

 

glad youre enjoy them..

 

yep yep, right on! (that's a pantheistic view) (probably the closest we are to describing the "reality" of it all)

 

hey thought id update this thread more, time seems to be going slow.......very slow but im not complaining, im so chilled out just now and i just experienced something weird like i was laughing my ass of but cry'ing at the same time lol i have a kitten in my room tonight and i found it really funny why its so determined to bite my fingers of hahaha still makes me laugh that also i seem to be in such a state of awe at everything that its completely undescribable i feel that anything that could possibly be good is what i am just now and that creativity is posibly the greatest thing we can experience as human beings and we should share it with everyone

 

hey thanks for introducing me to pantheism this is something im very interested in

 

Been getting random thoughts about drugs and alcohol ie how bad alcohol and the bad vibes that come with it and how psychedelics and love go hand in hand etc.......lol thinking to much, i dont know where this stuff comes from