Alright, I had some pretty strong acid. We were tripping in my flat (me, my brother and 3 friends) and we had a bag of 40 trips. You're only supposed to take one and a half, two max. Anywho, I took three. But I got more acid in me than that. We had fresh tabs which were still kinda' wet and I was ripped all 40 in half to give to people but like, I put my fingers and thumbs over the whole surface area so I guess I got a lot of me. Some time goes by and I started tripping crazy hard. I looked down at the blanket I was laying on a pattern of space was going by it and I felt like I was falling into it. Planets, stars, everything in perfect 3D detail was flying by. It was amazing. They were playing a fantasy game on the TV (Fable 2) and the water came pouring out of the screen. The lightening bolts and fireballs came flying at me. The music was so jumbled I had no idea what I was listening to. Then, this whirpool was in the middle of the screen, swirling into blackness. When I stared into it, I felt complete fear, but like, a calm fear. I do not know. I then blacked out for a bit. I woke up and went to the bathroom to piss. My bathroom light was broken and my brother was playing a very, very, VERY evil sounding song (Vertigo by Spektre) I started pissing black and when I looked in the bowl the black turned into baby spiders which got bigger as they crawled out of the bowl onto the floor. My dick looked like a fuckin' eyeball dude. The walls started to get red and started pulsing. Faces started forming on them. Evil ones. Heads started growing out of the walls, then bodies. They were oozing some sort of thick black goo. It was hell. I looked into the mirror and saw the same whirlpool as earlier but it was over my face. Needless to say, I ran out of that bitch and screamed "Turn this fucking music off!" I went outside and I just saw black and like, red eyes everywhere. I came back in and was like "Promise me you won't go out there man! Don't go out there!" Ha. I laid back down on my bed and blacked out again. When I woke up I felt amazing. Like I was in heaven. Utter bliss. I was in the centre of the universe, all of them. I was sitting on my bed and like, waves were passing over the room. I could see them coming at me like thin lines packed closely together but only one would come over the room at a time. When they would, people would be in different place or everything would be on fire or the furniture would move around or everything would be blue or we'd be sitting around a campfire or something. So there I figured that no matter what universe we're in, we're always in the same place. Just different things are happening. When I looked in the mirror during this, I just saw a big glowing ball of energy which looked like mercury (the liquid metal) I looked in front of me and it was there. It was like my looking glass, I could move it around the room and see what was really going on. I think that was my ego or something. My key to the real world. Crazy shit eh? After that I blacked out a bit again. Everything was normal. Well, normal for acid. Except for the fact that time stopped. Nothing was moving. But like, my friend was looking at me, and my brother was looking down, and my friend was looking into a corner of the room and so on and so forth. This is normal. But it seemed as if like, each of them were looking at like, another person, and that one to the next and it ended up at me. So it was if they were all looking at me or something It makes more sense on acid Anywho, after getting bored of sitting there in stopped time, I fell asleep again and woke up later and I guess I started tripping really hard again and....shat my pants? Yeah. It happened. Right after one of my friends said "Imagine if someone were tripping so hard they shat themselves!" Anywho, that's my trip. I hope you understood what I was trying to say and got a nice mental image of what was happening. Hopefully it wasn't as terrifying though haha. If anyone sees any deeper meaning or something, please let me know
Wow. Intense report bro. Sorry you had to go through this. Don't know about deeper meaning but you obviously got your doors slammed open wide and faced some personal and ugly demons that day. A taste of hell, a taste of heaven, a malleable sense of self, a complete and utter loss of (self) control. Like going to the utter depths and heights of what it means to be human. Thanks for sharing. Peace & Love, Spicey Cat Brrrrrp!
To be honest, I had to check the response comments before deciding whether or not to read this one and Based on the comments, especially coming from the 2 who left them I don't think i'm going to read this one.
The first time I ever did the deemsters I completely underestimated dmt and had an out of body expierence that seemed for ever. It was by far the worst, but best trip of my life.
Damn piss turning black and into spiders. Sounds pretty intense, I agree with the last guy, decrease your dose. But hey, at least you learn from your mistakes. I do like the idea of falling through the universe though.
