being an alcoholic is horrible. I've seen people (my dad, my brother's friend) get really fucked up from drinking. My dad ruined his life lost the woman he loved (my mom) and his kids, went bankrupt, and died after a long painful struggle with diabetes. My brother's friend knocked a chick up (eventually he grew to love her), then he knocked another chick up (she had an abortion), then he got caught cheating, lost his son to the woman he loves that wants nothing to do with him. As ordered by the courts he must go to AA meetings twice a week and keep his shitty job of graveyard shift bag carrier at Greyhound if he ever wants to see his son. That might not be a problem for him though because he has a hit out on him by the boyfriend of the 2nd chick he knocked up (right now the money offered is too low for mafia to accept but it is slowly growing) I know this may sound like a public service commercial but it is true and I am just trying to help. i'm not saying you have to completly stop, just slow it down.
Maybe your just going through a phase. We all go through something one time or another. Don't drive when you drink..oh and be careful with yourself.
