I can't take this anymore. I'm listening to sad songs, biting in some toilet paper, crying, and all I see is her face, all the fucking time. Aaah, this is just so fucking pathethic! I should never gotten in love with her but she was so beautiful and I thought she loved me but i guess i was wrong. All I wanted from her was A LITTLE love. Why couldn't that fucking bitch just say what she really mean instead of fucking up my head and cheat with everyone. I remember a few days ago. It was night, I was singing the song "there's no sunshine when she's gone" to myself, or maybe to her, I don't know. I remember we listened to that song together. Now I couldn't even tear a paper apart cause I remember the times we used to tear some paper apart so we could wrote to each other. I just couldn't do it. I love her, but we're not friends anymore. I found out that she has sex and flirts with about everyone, litteraly, and the worst part I think, that she lied to me all the time and talked behind my back. I saw her yesterday, and her ex walked against me like in a threathening way and I backed away, and she shouted at him like he wasn't supposed to do anything, so I think she has a little conscience left but it seems she only car about herself. I miss the times when it was just us. It's the only time in years I've felt complete. I still love her. I just want to call her just to hear her voice, but I know she probably won't even pick up the phone. I miss her so much. This sucks. I feel like going crazy, help me!!! I need help!!!
Wow, The "ain't no sunshine" song really reminds me of my ex because she really liked it, and now whenever I hear it, I think about her. I'm sorry you're having a rough time of it. Anyway, it sounds like she didn't value what you had in the same way that you did. Its probably for the best you broke up if you didn't have the same perogatives. It sounds cliche, but time does heal all wounds. They still leave scars, but it will just be a faded reminder of the hurt. Keep your chin up and your heart open. Peace
It seems to me that things like that happen so few in life. So I'd say you try to enjoy it. I know that it's a cliché (edit: I used this word without knowing that it was used in the upper post. How ironic!) but Nietzsche has once said "The thing that does not kill me makes me stronger"
i have two opposing pieces of advice for you to listen to I don't know if either will help: You are pathetic, just force yourself to get over her, get a new girl or sumthing It's natural just let it all out, find someone to talk to about it
Sounds like she was just playin ya dude, you seem like a nice guy so she just doesn't know what shes missing out on. I just try to never get that involved with people because it always ends badly, it's worked out quite well so far.
Hey Communism...I know that it is really hard when you love somebody and you wanna call them tohear their voice and to make u feel alot better...but it doesnt change the fact that she dicked around with your heart....i know you love her...i know that you are hurting but think about it this way....if you call her...wonty it be like saying " HEy...its okay to treat me this way...its ok to cheat on me , cuz u know what....i love u soo much that u can just trample on my heart cause im not worthy to be loved by anyone else...and i dont dersve that respect from any female" Communism..take my stupid advice and ddont call her...if she is sorry for all the pain she caused she will call....dont give in....be strong and keep courage....
lanalou, you're absolutely right, I won't call her.. I have that much respect for myself, but I really miss her... It's just so wierd when you have known a person like it feels for ever, and one day, you find out she is a different person. We got to the same school to. I wish I could just forget her, but I will have to meet her every day. I guess it's like what Emiliano Zapata said: I'd rather die on my feet than live a lifetime on my knees." It's just that, right now, I feel like dying on my knees, failing to get up. I need to pull my shit together.
Dont worry about it....a wise man once told me this....take care of the small things they will take care of the big ones...dont worry..it will sort itself out..in the meantime immerse urself in something that you like to do...dont depress urself further....go play arcade games...meeet up with buddies...talkl to ur mom...do something that will help ease the stress and pain and at the same time help u let go
I know that right now it seems impossible, but eventually you will start to "get over her". It will take time, but, as lanalou said, try doing things you like, and it might help if it's things that you did before being with her. You might not feel like leaving the house at all, but you'll find that going out with your friends will help you, because you'll realize how not alone you really are. Surround yourself with people and things that make you feel good about yourself and your life. Then, when you do "get over" that mean girl, you can rock out to "Blister In The Sun" by Violent Femmes, like Angela did on My So-Called Life after getting over Jordan Catalano! Good luck to you!
she cheated on you that's an unforgivable offfence in my book, way different than flirting. If you are wanting someone who cheated on you than I think you need to work on yourself. Take this time to make yourself a priority and find love in your interests rather than another person.
I dont know what to say other then whats already been said. But that is just how it is...some girls like to flirt around and have no respect for themselves or others around them. I would do what lostndelirious said and listen to the violent femmes.
I am so sorry for you dude , it is so wrong, but we do live afterall but damn it hurts. good luck to you
