My hardest Trip ever Report(first post on the forums aswell :DD)

I've been reading these forums for a few days now and have worked up the spirit to post a previous trip of mine(And by far my hardest trip). It was 2 weeks ago on a Friday...I just got 8 papers of some plain white fire shit, a quarter of Grape Ape, and a Molly...I'm in my bedroom at 11PM when my mom goes to sleep(I'm 16 :/) I drop the molly(Salt, tasted awful XD) I DIDNT MENTION I DOSED 4 OF THE PAPERS(MY BAD) and smoke 2 bowls.

Withing 35 minutes it starts hitting. My TV screen is flowing like a wave and all the pixels are changing colors like rave lights. My body in the mirror is shimmering and my skin is purple but my freckles(Have tons of them all over they're so dope) those are turning neon orange along with my arm hair (dirtyblondish normally). I begin to laugh in a low tone that echos in my ear drums. I call my friend Abigail(Bad idea) Who normally is my trip partner but couldnt chill tonight. She apparently was in a pissy mood cause once I explained what I was on she said "Gee don't you know you could die from stuff like that?" (This is my 5th trip, and 3rd time on Molly) It kinda ruined my mood and scared me quite bad so I told her I didn't need that shit and hung up.

I gathered up enough senses to find a Tribal Seeds and SOJA mix CD and popped it in my computer. I turned off the screen and laid down and let the music play. As I continued to tell myself I was okay and nothing would happen the song 'Rest of my Life - SOJA' came on and my mood immediately came up and thoughts of death and horrible shit left my mind and my walls started to disappear from around me (They're space blue nearly black along with my carpet and it's pitch black in my room aswell). I soon felt like I was walking in the backyard right outside my window. The reality that I was laying in my bed seemed like an Imagination that I could barley see anymore.

I could see the canal outside perfectly, my neighbors across the canals house and their porch light(Which was a miniature purple sun). I could feel the grass under my feet and hear and feel the crackling of leaves. I heard the roar of my AC that sounded like an African drum circle. I kept pushing the thought that I was in bed into my mind so I could get back to reality and see normally. Eventually I could see my floor and walls although shifting like a lava lamp, I could see them. I put in my Ipod(on my headboard) and scrolled to my bottom playlist(I made my high playlist at the bottom that way it wouldn't be a bitch to select when I'm to gone) and Armin Van Buuren's State of Trance 2005 began playing, the beat was flowing through me and with each loud bass strike my skin vibrated visually.

I walked to the bathroom across the hall and shut and locked the silver door handle(which looked like glass now) and popped the lights on (Both normally yellowish bulbs glew green and were patrolling from one side to the other. I looked into the mirror and my reflecting began to pace back and forth as I stood perfectly still and was telling me "You have got to get your shit together Joe" (I think it was my concious mind within' talking to me that's why I could understand it so well.) I closed my eyes (which gave my collidescope vision on the mirrors shimmering reflecting) and shook my head to try and shake it off. Which made me feel as if my skin was still slowly shifting once I stopped. I then looked into my eyes while one pupil was nearly as big as my eye(The little ball of color Idk the name for it) the other was as small as could be. My eyes themself on a sober day are blue with a hint of green and sometimes gray. Right now as I look into them It looks as if a storm was pouring over the open sea(Was truly a beautiful thing). All this went down within the first 4 hours of the trip.(But I totally forgot to mention the pure joy I felt within once my trip came back to good. On a low dose trip I usually feel that amazing happiness tingle in my chest, this time I felt it throughout my entire body and felt if as I had transcended to a plain of pure euphoria.)

Through the next 3 hours of my trip I was laying in my bed gnawing on a pacifier (Now blasting PPK-Resurrection(sounds like space music DD)) Seeing my space blue walls with glow in the dark stars stuck to it(My room is the shit) It looked like I was staring into the real space and I was laying just floating on nothing drifting through space and just flying past the cosmos my eyes were watering as I saw visions of Galaxies and huge multi colored star clusters. I fell asleep (As I was fucking exhausted since I'd been up since 3Am the day before) I was having dreams of walking through an empty never ending field of grass that was growing and shrinking constantly and it was bright canary yellow. I woke up 9 hours later still feeling the tingle throughout my body and my vision was still wave like. Colors were still brighter and more intense but not shifting and blending. I sobered up probally 5 hours later after calming myself down with 4 bowls and then just falling back to sleep waking up another 5 hours later just feeling a little stoney.

No one other than a few people I spoke to ever found out. It was the most intense trip I've ever had and I loved every bit of it. Through some of it I discovered who I was deep down and was able to see the people I truly loved and loved me back. It will be a few months before I ever try something like this again and I will make sure to have some positive company with me. I hope you enjoyed my trip report :333

 

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Sounds like a great full experience!

 

i love reading trip reports

 

Orison, my name came to me because of one day in freshman year in Algebra 1, my Jamaican teacher Mr.Clayton tells me (As I'm high as hell and distracting the class) "You can't mess around on my time!" I think you can tell what I did from there...

 

inthydream It was the most amazing thing I have ever been through. I wish everyone could experience such a thing(Except for the bad part)

 

haha.. jeff quotes got me kicked out the 8th grade too..

 

Those guys are fags! *Whatever staff kicked you out* Lol, he's my rolemodel.

 

the bad parts are there for a reason i have come to find

 

pulls out lint when buying stuff..

good role model , stay funny..

 

I was only having a bad trip cause she made me think of death, I've fought my inner demons on previous trips and have learned to forgive myself for the things I've done and just treat others better than myself. I am a very optimistic/happy person.

 

Lol hey brother man. It ain't like that I have a job and am a functioning person. I just look up to the way he sees life "All I need is a cool buzz, some tasty waves, and I'm fine."

 

death will fuck with you a lot. i still deal with the death thoughts while tripping, the death thing is there for a reason. you just gotta be neutral with it, you cant fear it or ignore it, its just there.

 

I get wachur sayin' LSD.

 

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Welcome to hip forums :cheers2:

 

I'm sensing a connection PB...You post this as I spark up my Gandalf Pipe filled with haze...Thanks for the warm welcome :33