so last night i had a few really messed up dreams, which isnt out of the ordinary... there was a beaver trap outside and it caught a beaver but broke its leg and liquified its flesh. and a friend who was staying with me from work went out to kill it. but the beaver was basically a bloody mess and was yelping for help. and its body was basically a bloody liquid blob mess that floated along crying for help. so my friend derek just kept poking it with a stick and abusing it. and so i go inside the house and i'm all "derek can't live with us anymore, hes jeffrey dalmer style crazy." and then his brother came over to pick him up and i told derek "you cant stay with us anymore" and his brother agreed. then there was some distant crying of beaver puppies. and as i walked into the backyard where the beaver was it looked like derek had picked up pieces of bloody flesh and flung it all over the bushes and house and ground. it was disgusting. then there was another one where i was in highschool again. and i was in an auditorium for a formal reception. and there were a few girls i had crushes on, and an old friend who betrayed me. and we were kicking it. then a woman goes on stage and calls the name of my current crush who goes up on stage. and for some reason i leave the auditorium and follow some milfs to the front of the school to the smoking spot i used to smoke at when in high school. and i lit up a broken cigarette and chilled with my shirt off in front of the school. soon swarms of students walked by and most were gawking at me or prodding me. i felt like i was a new kid. people are asking me if i'm new or if they know me and i'm stone cold not responsive. i see some kids in the distance smoking bong and i walk in their directions. i get distracted by a group of guys playing hackysack. all the dudes playing hackysack were guys who i'd bought large amounts of drugs from in highschool. we played really bad hackysack for a minute and then everyone left. i was alone in the parking lot and soon went to the fields and i was thrown a few lacrosse balls which i scooped up and threw. i threw one way too short, one way too far, and one of them just right. the end. weird
I think your first dream represents a toxic relationship in your life .There is someone in your life that you know is toxic to you but, you are having an inner conflict about whether to banish this person from your life .The second dream I think represents you trying to fit into a group or clique at your school .Your subconious is telling you to be yourself to not change who you are to try and fit in .That's just my take on it .You can take that with a grain of salt .It's just what I saw in my mind .
