I am looking for a discipleship that involves the belief that all is matter and energy. And that we are a complex form of both matter and energy. And how we may find and try to understand the truth of the universe. And how we can master our mind and energy, to become somewhat "enlightened" (the idea is, to have a perfect amount of energy to do anything, and to have a perfected mind to accomplish anything, to be closer to inorganic energy).
By being born here, you entered said discipleship. If you are looking for a club, most religions are ultimately based on the idea that human perception is illusory, and that matter is made of the light of god. Tai Chi and Kundalini-based meditations will help you to perfect your flow of energy. There are many more options, of course.
