Hello all, im back! Been a while since ive been on the forums. Good to see everyone is still sharing the good and bad with eachother. Thought id give those who remember me a bit of an update. You might remember that i was on Methadone for some time. I was doing good, got down to 35mg. Then i got back into the line of work i left a while ago. Sure enough, half the people i would meet in town were trading opiates for what i had. I did good at first, just sending the pills up the ladder to my boss. But sure enough, i started poppin em. Morphine, Oxy, Dilaudid, and so on. Since im on Methadone, i have to eat quite a bit to get high (im talkin 300-500mg of Morphine at once). I was getting to the point where i had to take even more than that at once to get high. Anyway, the town dried up and no one was trading anymore Opiates. My connect was also dried up until his next refill. So, heroin here i come!! Used H for about a week or 2, then realized i gotta quit this line of work, BIG TIME. So i quit, and got my dose of Methadone up to 70mg. God damn i was doing so good. I was at 35mg!! I could have been off the shit within 2 months or so. You live and you learn i guess. Ive accepted the fact that this addiction is going to be with me for the rest of my life, and im fine with it. I did it to myself, and i can deal with it myself (With the help of my Methadone doctor lol).
damn, seriously 300-500mgs of morphine? That has got to be one of the craziest tolerances i have heard of in a long time. try and stick it out this time man. with a problem like you described even dabbling occasionally in opiates is a bad idea. stay strong.
According to the research I've read, that's about as bad as it gets for morphine and diacetyl morphine. Hang in there, ComfortablyNumb
