I've done all the drugs before: LSD, crack, etc...plus I was a big time pot smoker. Love to take a major bong hit! So that is why I finally tried salvia the other day. it was 10x. I loaded a deep bowl and took a full chamber. This is the way to do it, I've been told. But I was not ready! I dont remember exhaling. The trip came on very suddenly and for a moment I forgot that I had smoked something, and started really freaking out. I knocked over a small table and struggled to balance. I could see, but I was blind. Also it felt like magnets were pulling my head from side to side. I was stuck in one place, then quickly transported to another. I stood up to open the door, but I found I couldn't reach the doorknob, and then I was frightened of what might be happening outside. The universe was flipping inside-out! I was trying to speak, but was unable to do so: "w-w-w-what th-th-the f-f-f-fuckkkk-k-k!" Soon I was dripping with sweat, and, once I started to get a handle on things, was saying "stop-it-stop-it-stop-it-stop-it" to whom-ever was controlling my mind. Gradually things started becoming recognizable again. I went for a big glass of water, smoked a cigarrette, and finally calmed down. Reality definitely went bye-bye for a while! At least with LSD you can think and walk upright. This shit totally debilitated me for a while. Weird!
Sounds about right. At least it doesn't sound like you were pulled into the gears of the machinery that turns out pre-fab versions of fractalized postage stamp pieces of yourself that have been spun into an inanimate concept/fabric of no sentient value or reason for existence other than it's what Salvia wants from you... And at least you didn't come into contact with Salvia's dreaded squid-faced burgerhead minion.
Isn't it crazy how many people who reach the same level can compare uncanny similarities in each others' trips?
considering that salvia always makes me travel to the same environment since i broke through, i have a feeling this should be expected.
the most recall-able sensation, was that of losing the physicality of my own being, and being attracted to inanimate surfaces. in contrast with other hallucinogens, which accentuate organic forms, i noticed the fish in an aquarium were not particularly fascinating. also, human beings were not especially significant. but the WALL, oh my god, i landed on it and grasped with both hands...., chanting "jh-jh-jh-jh-jh...until i finally found the door and turned the brass knob...once passing through, finding the same world, and returning once again. the divisions between world were there, but i had passed through by becoming the division and reappearing on the other side
"At least it doesn't sound like you were pulled into the gears of the machinery that turns out pre-fab versions of fractalized postage stamp pieces of yourself that have been spun into an inanimate concept/fabric of no sentient value or reason for existence other than it's what Salvia wants from you..." Dear Sweet Blasphemy: I been thinking about that concept: dont people grind her up by the pound, and put her in little pre-fab packages? Many people feel they are "burning" or being "sucked into a tube"! We have offended this ancient spirit, and she returns the favor!
