Its a mind fuck I would assume...(not pun intended as when this occurs there is no fucking) My reality is that of a mind fuck for others, in the sense that I have a body of a 30 year old but sometimes my mind is that of a 3 year old. Now I'm not talking a fetish, or multiple personalities or anything of that realm. Its just an altered state of consciousness. But I am just me. Where ever I go, I'm just me. tell me something to crack my cosmic egg.......